Threat To My Being

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We always feel a little afraid but getting hurt is a part of making who you are and being in touch without emotions, it always comes so embrance it don't run and hide because if you don't get hurt and you don't get love or appreciated, it's all or nothing so good luck and when times get bad just remember that every cloud has a silver lining and the things that hurt are just as important as the things that don't.

I'm afraid being hurt so I close myselves from people put up defenses, hurt them first, run away, shut up, and sit down beacuase I afraid. I do it cause more then anything I don't want to be afraid of the pain but I always have pain and the more I try to run the more it to catch up with me.

By running aways or acting out to depend myselfin fear I always be stuck alone and fearful. If this is something I really want then I get off my ass and work for it otherwise by setting there fearing fear.

And what I haven't realized is that my own fear is hurting mind and by setting down and taking it in all fear so I get up and depend myself cause nobody has the right to be giving me the fear of them for hurting me.

To get over it I've got to start trusting myself and not relying on everybody else.

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"Don't let yourself be stopped by anything from doing what you have always wanted. We are all afraid of not fitting in to this world, of not being accepted. But it only takes for you to look around and figure out that you are sorround by people who love you unconditonally. Feel free to make mistakes. Celebrate like, because even if you shrug them away, the people who love you will always choose to stay."

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