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1.NEW LIFE

[10 years later]

[Bold- Korean & Bold+italic- English]

As soon as I woke up my gaze fell on the huge photo frame in my bedroom.

Gwinam was dashing a white suit with long hairs.

I am glad he listened to me when I told him to grow his hair.

I got off my bed and made my way towards the living room but I couldn't find him there. Then I searched the whole house but he was nowhere to be found.

Ahh.....

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I forgot......

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The balcony........

I made my way towards the balcony and saw a silhouette.

There are you.......

"Yah, Yoon Gwinam..... What are you doing here I was searching for you since forever", I made my way towards him.

I kept walking but he was going far, away from me as I made my way towards him.

I increased my pace and almost ran towards him.

Still he was far away.

"Gwinam-ah, it's not funny. Stop it", I screamed as tears started to fall off my eyes.

I ran endlessly but the end was nowhere to be found.

"Stella wake up. Are you alright? Why are you crying", I heard my roommate Amelia's voice.

Then I realised I was dreaming.

I was in my actual room and ofcourse there was no photo of my and Gwinam's wedding since it never happened.

"You alright? A nightmare? Again?", Amelia asked me.

I just nodded.

"No... It's okay it was just a nightmare", she hugged me tightly.

I was sobbing into her hoodie making it wet.

"It is not okay. Those dreams are worse. They start happily then....... I can't handle it any more.... I just..... I just don't know what to do anymore. I sick of everything"

"Shh, don't talk and listen to me. Let's meet up a psychologist", She said.

"Are you thinking I am insane?", I parted away.

"Of course not...... I just want you to stop suffering", she explained.

"I don't want to Amelia. I just want a normal life. Is it too much to ask?"

"Stella....... I just hope you should be thankful for the people who saved you with their lives and live your life to the fullest without any regret...........", She said.

Amelia then got up and went to her room.

She brought some medicines from her room and gave it to me.

"I actually consulted with one of my friend who is a professional. She said you just need to accept everything and stop blaming yourself since it was never your fault. Once you accept it you will stop getting those nightmares since you are not bothered by them anymore", she said giving me a smile.

I smiled back.

"Thankyou", I said.

"Aye, that's what friends are for, right?"

I suddenly remembered Sian. She said the same words Amelia is saying now back then.

I was no longer in contact with anyone because they remind me of the zombie shit which made me think of Gwinam.

I ran away like a coward.

After I got out of the zombie mess I managed to move to the US with my agency's help but I was no longer a trainee or a Idol.

I was working as a songwriter. I started to earn since I was 20. So I had no financial problems and now I was planning to establish a entertainment company since I saved enough by working my ass off.

I go by Stella here.

Amelia is a Korean-Italian music composer who lives in America but she can't speak korean because she was born in Italy and shifted to America when she was 10. She is the reason I survived here for so long. We met at work and got close automatically.

Mom still stays in Seoul.

Sian became an actor while Yeojun Eonnie was doing great with her singing career I got to know about their life because of the internet I still have no idea about others.

I myself pretty much got settled. I bought a house myself. Everything was fine except my nightmares.

I took a shower and got ready since I had a recording today.

I stopped by a coffee shop and got my regular then finally made my way towards my studio.

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I was done with today's work and I was going back home.

Amelia phoned me.

"Stella Lee.......", she shouted in a high pitch.

"Are you drunk?",I asked her.

"No I am not"

What a lie.....

I sighed.

"Are you alone? Is Hanseo with you?", hanseo is her boyfriend.

"He went to his friend's birthday party"

I can't believe she went alone.

"Gosh.... Are you crazy? Where are you?", I questioned but no one answered.

I screamed her name on the phone and then someone picks her phone.

"Excuse me, your friend passed out"

"And you are?", I questioned

"Bartender"

"Can you tell me the address?", he told me the address.

"I am really sorry but can you do me a favor?", I asked him.

"I may listen to it first"

"Can you keep an eye on her? If someone picks her up and ask them the code. The code is star", I said.

"I will"

"Thankyou so much Mr Bartender", then I hung up the call.

I can't believe I am using the code technique which my mom used when I was in elementary school.

Then I phoned Hanseo. Amelia's Korean boyfriend.

"Hanseo Oppa, where are you?"

"At my friend's place. What happened? Why are you calling me this late? Is everything alright? Is she still mad?", I chuckled at his words.

He really loves her.

"You both fought?", I asked him.

"I guess so"

I told him the address as well the the secret code.

I finally reached home and called mom.

She was not picking up.

I have a bad feeling about this............