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We got to Jordan's house and while she was packing I started thinking about the things people have said about my "body weight" I got sick to my stomach.

Imani: I'm gonna go use the bathroom before we leave

Jordan: okay ima be waiting in the car k?

I nodded and waited til she went to the car. I then went to the bathroom and threw up everything I ate..see the thing about this dumb eating disorder is you bring it upon yourself..I got bullied by my brothers and there friends about it so one day I decided to force my self to throw up after every meal...then that shit gets stuck. I want it to go away now but it can't. Nobody except my cousin knows about my disorder I would've told Kobe but during spring break he was in Vegas and Jordan was in Costa Rica with her family so it was just me...I tried to kill my self twice. No one knows about that well my mom and Jordan and that's it, we are currently working on getting me into therapy.

I went out in the car, went back to my house and went inside. But I saw someone I didn't know..out of absolutely no where Kobe stood up and said some weird shit

Kobe: This my gf Zanai. Zanai this are me bestfriends Imani and Jordan

I felt like being nice bc Kobe deserves happiness..

Imani: hey!!!

I stuck my hand out to shake hers...she looked me up and down, fake smiled and walked away...I was livid.

Jordan was gonna charge at her but I just pulled her head back

Imani: not today.

Jordan: if the bitch does it again she gon catch all four of my hands.

Imani: well since we ALL got a plus one ima inv my plus one! And when tf u get four hands dawg?

Aiden: huh?

Kobe: who?

I ignored both of them and called someone I knew that would have my back

𝗠𝗮𝗻𝗶: 𝗵𝗲𝘆! 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝘂𝘀𝘆 𝗿𝘂𝗻?

??: 𝗻𝗼𝗽𝗲. 𝗪𝗵𝘆 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝘀𝘂𝗽??? 𝗜 𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝗷𝘂𝗺𝗽 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲?!

𝗠𝗮𝗻𝗶: 𝗼𝗵 𝗻𝗼 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘆𝗲𝘁 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗼𝗼𝗻. 𝗔𝗻𝘆𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗿𝗻. 𝟭. 𝗜 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝗰 𝗜𝗳 𝗜 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗜 𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝗚𝗼𝗱 𝗜'𝗺 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗷𝘂𝗺𝗽 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗳 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗸𝗺𝘀. 𝟮. 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝘄𝗼 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝗱𝗱 𝗽𝗹𝘂𝘀 𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗼𝗻 𝗜 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗽𝗹𝘂𝘀 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜'𝗺 𝗺𝗮𝗱 𝗯𝗼𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝗿𝗼

??: 𝗕𝗿𝘂𝗵 𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁𝗰𝗵𝘂𝘂𝘂𝘂𝘂𝘂 𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝟱!!

𝗠𝗮𝗻𝗶: 𝗬𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗦𝗦!!! 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝘂𝘂!!

I hung up and everyone except Jordan was looking at me weird. Then jordan was on the call sooo

Kobe: who was that?

Imani: you'll see

Derek: wym jump off the roof?

Imani: that was a joke

No tf it was not a joke.

For the next ten minutes we all just stayed silent which made me happy then my cousin texted me, I opened the door, she came in and greeted us

Aliyah: who-

Imani: that's the other I was telling you abt.

Aliyah: where's the other other?

Imani: that mf someone over there idk.

We played games..my brothers did keep talking about me, we ordered pizza, it came, we ate now since I threw my food up I was now on my third slice because I was hella hungry but these niggas just had to mess it up for me..

Aiden: don't eat that, that's too many calories for you mani. Do you know how bad it is eating junk food and looking like that all the time??

My other brothers started laughing..Mya and Taleya were too

Imani: goddamn you stay dick riding!

I threw my phone at his head and went to my room.

NARRATORS POV

Aiden: don't eat that, that's too many calories for you mani. Do you know how bad it is eating junk food and looking like that all the time??

Imani: goddamn you stay dick riding!

She got really frustrated and went to her room. There mom walked into the house

Mom: I would've threw a knife at ya head I'm surprised she didn't shit. Go ahead and apologize right now boy

Aiden: for what? And how do you know what happened?

Mom: I was right at the door. Y'all need to learn how to leave ya sister alone about her body fa she hurt y'all and honestly I will not care what she does because y'all would definitely deserve it

Kai: ma it's literally all Aiden. We don't say nothing

Mom: that makes you and Caleb part of the problem because y'all don't say anything to stop him. Imani expects you to have her back and when you one of you don't then she sees it as you all not having her back. Why do y'all think she invited Aliyah? That girl is one person she's definitely tired of doing 1 vs 5. And I know Jordan and Aliyah got her but you 3 being her blood? She gotta know and feel you guys having her back. Anyways lemme go I'm interrupting y'all lil sleepover or whateva

Jordan gave Imani's mom her phone. Her mom went upstairs to talk to her

Mom: hey.

Imani: hi..

Mom: I have great newsssss!!

Imani: yea??

Mom: you got ya first therapist appointment tomorrowwwwwwww!!!!

Imani: oh. Yea okay thank you ma

Mom: mani you know I gotchu always and for ever

She gave Imani a hug then went to her room.

IMANIS POV

I felt my food come up again...this time I forced it up but after that I went downstairs again and I was getting stared at

Imani: lemme make a few things clear and this is for everyone too    1. If you know your gonna say something to make me feel back about myself then except an ass whoopin from me cause I will throw hands with no regrets  2. I just want this weekend to be okay for me I don't want no rude comments anymore like deadass and 3. If I put my hands on you think about it and let it be a lesson learned. 

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