Love Is Not Weakness

Gone for good

*in the pic is what im getting tattood on me in november XD **

Lexa's Pov

Abby looked at me, her eyes wide. "you want to marry my daughter?" she asked with a laugh.

I looked at her confused. "why are you laughing at such thing?" i demanded.

Abby shook her head, still laughing. "Do you honestly think that i would let you marry my daughter?" she said. "your a filthy grounder and my daughter deserves a hell lot better then that" she spoke and got ul to get some water from a nearby table.

"I love her" i spoke alloud.

Abby turned on her heels and faced me. "as much as i hate to admit it...she loves you too. Ive never seen her so happy. Not even when she was with finn" she said kindly.

I frowned at the name of finn. He was Clarke's old lover whom i had sentenced to death. Clarke will always hold the burden of killing him, and i the burden of hurting her.

I shook the thought away and looked back at Abby. "Please Abby of the skypeople. Let me ask her" i pleaded. "She makes me, better. She believes in me. She gives me hope. Clarke showed me what it was like to love again. To choose with my head, and my heart. She showed me that love is not weakness but it is strength" i felt a tear roll down my cheek. "and i love her, more then anything"

Abby frowned and took a sil of the water before walking over and placing a hand on my shoulder. "if you can prove to me that you really want this...i will give you permission. But only when i am convinced"

I sighed but nodded. "thank you Abby Griffin" i said, using Clarke's last name. Then walking out of the tent and over go the pit, to watch some of my warriors train.

I watched and noticed that one of my warriors was limping from behind the pit, i watched, my eyes never leaving him untill he disapeared into the forest.

I looked around to see where Clarke was, making sure she wouldnt see me leave before i trailed after gostos.

I stepped carfully over branches and leaves that had began to crumple as the weather began to get colder and colder. A branch snapped and i ducked behind a tree. I looled around trying to discover where the sound had come from when i noticed some yellow colour comeing out from behind a tree.

I sighed, "Clarke" i whispered. "Clarke im trying to do something" i whispered hurridly.

Clarke chuckled and walked over to me, slipping her hands around my waist.

"I know something we can do" she whispered and leaned in to kiss me on the cheek.

I let out a soft moan and smiled when i heard Clarke's giggle. I leaned down and kissed her cheek. "You need to lay off that drink" i whispered in her ear as Clarke had begun to remove her black and blue jacket.
I smiled and leaned in, kissing her passionatly. exploring. Clarke pulled away and helped me to take off my jacket, throwing it on the ground before reaching her hands onto my shoulders. Then jumping and wrapping her legs around my waist, sending my back againsed the tree.

I put one hand on her lower back and one on the side of her face. She leaned in and kissed my nose gently.
I laughed and we kissed for what seemed like infinity before reality checked in and we heard a loud scream.

I dropped Clarke back onto the ground before putting on my jacket then helping her with her own. We hurridly made our way towards the scream, when we came to a series of tunnels.

"Costia" i said outloud causing Clarke to look over at me.

I avoided looking into her eyes before running into the tunnels. Running only on my previous memory of this place.

I turned a corner and waited for Clarke to catch up before barging through the gate and seeing Gostos laying on the floor, blood seeped through the dirt from his head, obviously been struck with something hard.

I looked over at Clarke who was looking down at the puddle of blood in horror before i looked up and saw Costia standing in a corner, glaring at us.

"He came in here, thinking that if he let me go i would run away with him" she through the metal pipe that she had hit him with onto the ground, before continuing slowely towards me.

" There is only one person in this world that i would run away with" she whispered. Pretending that Clarke wasnt even there.

"I love you so much Lexa" she whispered in a desperate voice.

I looked Costia in the eye, "i know. And i you" i choked out.

Costia smiled while Clarke looked at me with wide, wounded eyes.

I nodded my head, "i could never stop loving you, you were the first person that i ever loved" i looked over at Clarke, who was now looking down at the ground, sadneas in her eyes.

"But Clarke..." i whispered and she looked back up at me. "She's the one who helped me get over the pain of losing you, she taught me love is not weakness. And i love her, probablly more then anyone could ever love another person"

Clarke smiled at me, tears rolling down her cheeks. I reached over and grabbed her hand, bringing her to my side before looking back at Costia.

"When you were apparently dead. Everything that i loved became everything that i lost. Up untill Clarke" I noticed the anger that was building up inside of Costia.

"You bitch!" Costia yelled, her face now beat red.

"I sacrisfised everything for you! I loved you when no body else did! I fought for you when no one else would!" she hissed, starting to slowly make her way closer to us.

"you said you loved me Lexa...We love each other...why are you with her?" she asked, crying.

I shrugged, "yea your right...i do love you, but theres one problem" i stated.

"and whats that?" she asked.

Clarke looked up at me, waiting to see what i would say.

"well the problem is..." i began. "well...i dont wanna be with you" i said loudly and laughed.

Costia's face went beat red as she printed towards me, fury in her eyes.

Then there was a scream.

**okay there we go :) vote and comment!**

-Syd