Why? Chapter 2

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Jaxson's POV:
We get home and I rich through the door trying to be careful with her. She isn't really breathing well...fuck. I quickly head to my room and I place her on my bead gently. I go and get a first aid kit. I come back, and I start to take off her shirt. as I'm pulling it over her head, I see many, many bruises on her stomach. I gasp and I look at her better. I slide off her pants, so it just leaves her in her panties and her bra. I see bruises on her stomach, cuts on her thighs, and I take off her bracelets. my eyes widen in horror as I see deep fresh cuts on her arm. Some of them are bleeding, so I wrap them in am ace bandage wrap. I go and I get a hockey jersey tee from my dresser. I finish cleaning her up and I slip the tee on her. I see that it's like a dress on her.
River's POV:
I feel someone slip a shirt over my head and then, I feel a sharp pain in my stomach. I sit up quickly and I groan in pain. "Shh, shh, shh...it's okay kitten. I'm here, I'm here no ones gonna hurt you. It's okay." I look up and I see Jaxson standing above me. my eyes widen and I look down at myself and blush. "Di..did you change my clothes? Wait...why did you help me? You should have just left me there to bleed." I say to him. He says "River, I care about you...I didn't want you to die okay? Even though I just met you, I'm going to help you." I just look at him shocked and I quickly try and hide my cuts. He says "Sweetie, you don't need to hide them. I've already seen them. Beautiful, I don't want to see you cut again, okay? No more of that." I look down and hide my face "Why? I'm just a fuck up anyway, no one cares about me." He sits next to me on the bed and pulls me onto his lap and says "Kitten, I care about you, you are worth it. Trust me, you really are." I face him and I wrap my legs around his waist and I lay my head on his chest. He rubs my back and I lay my head in his shoulder. I say "Jaxson?" "Hmm?" He replies. "Thank you....for....everything." I say "You're welcome my kitten." I yawn and I lay down. He lays down next to me and pulls me close gently by my waist and I fall asleep in his arms. I wake up the next morning and I see that he has held me close and didn't let go of me. I smile and I snuggle closer to him. I fall back asleep. *3 hours later* I wake up to feel warm lips against mine. I smile and I look up at Jaxson. I pull away and I nudge his arm.
Jaxson's POV:
I'm dreaming about River, and I feel like I'm actually kissing her. I feel someone nudge my arm and I wake up to see that she is smiling at me. I then notice that I'm hovering over her and she blushes deeply. "Jaxson, why did you kiss me?" She says "Oh my fucking God! I'm so so sorry!" I say and I get off of her and I rush out of the room. She chases after me and grabs my arm and says "Please tell me?" I get nervous, and I quickly pick her up and I pin her to the wall. She looks at me and I smash my lips against hers. She wraps her legs around my waist and I kiss her more passionately. I pull away and I set her down. I walk away without a word.
River's POV:
Did he just kiss me? Oh my god! Jaxson kisses me!! I just see him walk away and I just head back to his room and lay on his bed. I start to fall into a deep sleep. *4 hours later* I wake up and I look at the clock, and it reads 5:30. I groan and I get up. I head to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. "Who is this ugly person in the mirror? She deserves nothing." I mumbled to myself. I quickly search the drawers and I find a razor. I quickly take out the blades and I pull up my sleeve. I hold my arm over the sink and I begin to cut deep. I wince and I feel my blade going deeper and deeper. I stop and I just see all the fresh blood dripping into the sink, and I smile to myself. I hear the bedroom door open, and I look at who it is.....

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