Chapter 45

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Gemma's POV:

"My name is Lan gray" he says

When I opened to door I knew for a fact who he was I didn't want to believe it.

I stand there shocked starting  at the tall boy. I hear Alania's voice behind me

"Babe who is it" alania says coming up behind me

I reach my hand out to touch the boys face he had the same dark brown hair and nose like Alania's and he has my eyes.

Snapping out of my thoughts I retract my hand "Come in" i say moving to the side letting him in

"Who is that" alania whispers to me

"Our son" i say I feel her tense up behind me

"This way" i say Guiding him towards the living room.
He sits on the opposite couch from me.

"Why didn't you want me" he blurted out making my heart hurt

"It's not that I didn't want you its ju-"

"Then why did you give me up then was I not enough for you" he asks not holding his emotions back from crying.

"I was 18 I wasn't fit to be a mother I wanted a better life for you Lan. And I knew Charles and Matthew were the perfect parents for you" i say bitting my bottom lip trying not to cry as-well

"We'll now there dead" he says looking down with a ruefully chuckle

"T-there d-dead" i say trying to stop my heart from squeezing even tho I didn't know them for very long they were very nice and caring people they were the people who took care of my child when I couldn't.

Should I even call him my child anymore.?

"they died in a car accident a couple months ago"

"I'm so sorry Lan. they were nice people" i say he nods
we sit in silence for a little bit before I break it.

"How did you find me" i ask

"in my dad's will there was your address since I've always wanted to know the person who gave birth to me" he says

I remember giving Charles and Mathew my old address never questioned why they wanted it I gave it to them. I guess he found me since Alania and I still stay in the same house we did when we're teenagers.

"Who's my father" Lan asked looking at me

"I am" a raspy French voice says behind us walking into the living room her heels clicking with each step

(A/n: idk if this outfit is cute or ugly I'm having mixed feelings)

(A/n: idk if this outfit is cute or ugly I'm having mixed feelings)

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"But how your a women?" Lan says looking confused

"Im intersex dear" she says sipping her red wine before sitting down on the couch next to me. Lan nods in response

"Do I have any siblings"

"Yes I have two daughters Skylar and Ezra. Skylar has a son and a baby on the way" i say

"And I have two daughters aswell Iona and Abby. Iona is having a baby with Skylar" alania says

"Wait what that disgusting" he says scrunch up his face making me and Alania laugh

"Dear me and Alania we didn't have are Kids together we had them by different people. Things happened between us and we went are separate ways well till now but you are the only child me and her had together" alania says

"Oh I'm sorry" he looks down in embarrassment

"It's alright" alania says her French accent coming out thick



"Do they know about me"

"yes they know about you" i say

"you know what I'm going to get straight to the point of why I'm here" he says

"I came here to know about my mother and father well since I have two mothers I guess I say my birth mother's and my family I understand if you don't want me in this family but I'd really like to meet my siblings I have no other family the two people that are my family there  dead but I'd understand if you'd not want me" he says looking down

"We'd love to have you in are Family Lan. how about you come to my daughters baby shower she's having a gender reveal on the 25th which is tomorrow" alania says writing down the address and time on a piece of paper and handing it to him

"I know they'd love to meet there brother and I'm sure you'd like to meet your nephew" i say getting up to hug him and he hugs me back aswell as alania

"Thank you ....."

"Gemma I'm Gemma and this is Alania"

"Thank you Gemma and Alania" me and Alania smile and walk him out.

"He looks just like you Same height Same hair Same nose" i say

"I know he has your eyes and ears" alania says her bottom lip trembling

"I'm sorry" I say looking down

Alania's eyes soften before hugging me "It's okay Gemma what's done is done let's just be grateful he actually wanted to know who his biological parents are" she says kissing my forehead

Even if alania said it's okay know it not been down. I just wish I wasn't such a selfish bitch and thought about somebody else instead of my fucking self Alania would of known her son. If I could go back in time and change what I'd did I would in a heart beat.








A/n:
here's a short chapter sorry I'm having huge writers block but interesting things will start happening soon hopefully🤞🏽

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