Biggest Competition : My Older Brother *

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Sebastian's pov :

Being the younger brother you'd think I'd do all I want, I'd get what I want and all that but in my family.

I can't.

My older brother Oliver has been my worst critic.

Everything I do, everything I say is compared to how he'd do it and how he said it.

I've never even had a proper girlfriend.

Whenever I bring a girl home or hang out with one five minutes later she's obssesed and inlove with my brother.

I've been living in his shadows for the past 18 years and I'm so sick of it.

Whenever I do something wrong, he'd bring it up and try to "help" honestly I don't feel like it's helping.

He just keeps overthrowing me in everything.

I've been talking to a girl for the past two weeks, I've hardly told her my surname because I'm scared she'll realize who my brother is.

Crappy right? I'm jealous of my own brother.

But who wouldn't be, he's smart and cool (sometimes) and all the girls want him all the time.

I hardly talk to him about anything because I'm scared he'll tell me it's wrong or how to do it better.

The girl I've been talking to her name is Ash. She's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and she's so sweet.

She's older than me though.

She's 20 and Oliver's 21 but to him he probably wouldn't even care.

But I do.

She had asked me when I'll invite her over but I'm so scared too, tommorow I might though.

I really do want her to come, but I'm so scared my brother just looks at her and she drops to her knees.

It woundnt be the first time.