I'm so sorry for
the words I say
when I'm shaking
with rage. When
I tell you things
with my bitter tongue
trying to release
the enraged bull
caught inside me.I'm sorry for being
insecure. For demanding
constant reassurance.
Always denying the
words you say,
expecting them none the
less.Crying for your
acceptance that you've
already given me a
hundred times over.I'm sorry for taking
things personally.
For holding things so
closed to my heart.
Overreacting as if
it's the end of the
world or it was
a stab in my heart
when it was a simple
statement.I'm sorry for
loosing faith in you.
For not accepting
your word.
For pushing you
away when I'm scared.
For not opening up to you
and shutting down my walls
every now and again.

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I'm sorry
شِعرIt's hard to feel like you're holding someone down when they are the person you love the most. You want the best for them and you want them to need you as much as you need them. It's hard when the feeling of insecurity is constantly nagging at you...