Undying love (Saiouma fluff shots)

💙 Hugs and coffee mugs (married Saiouma) (slight angst) 💜

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Kokichi and Shuichi had been married for 6 years now and they both pursued what they loved and were good at. Shuichi worked at a detective agency he was very elite and whilst Kokichi was working at a bakery making delicious treats. They both loved eachother so much but when Shuichi was stuck on a difficult case,Kokichi felt as if he just disappeared from his life for the next weeks or months. 

At first he was upset. Like really upset with certainty that until that case was done he was alone. Not that he wasn't used to it. It's happened before but every time it happens it just hurts more and more. Shuichi always promised to make time for him but that just deferred as time passed. Why can't I be good enough for him? He tries to shake those thoughts from his head. He knew that Shuichi had been up since well...since two days ago. He also knew he had to bring up the fact that his old boss had offered him a deal on one of his old bakeries that could potentially become his own. He would like to leave but...it didn't matter to dwell on why he didn't want to go. The coffee was ready and he went into Shuichi's office and placed the coffee right next to him. Shuichi gave a quick hug and kiss saying. 

"Thank you so much you are my savior," Kokichi giggled at this. He decided to bring up the topic. 

"There's something I've wanted us to talk about..." he trailed off waiting for a response. 

"I'm going to be very busy  this week love, on Sunday," he suggested Kokichi nodded and hugged him and wished him good night.

Months has passed and Kokichi was at his breaking point, he couldn't hold in any of emotions any more, they were starting up a fight. 

"Im sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not allowed to talk about my needs, what needs?!" Kokichi lashed out 

"Did-Did I say that?" Shuichi asked 

"You didn't have to say it it's implied," 

"How is it 'implied?'"

"Your this famous detective and I'm the husband it's how you feel right!?"

I feel bad, that you feel bad, about me feeling bad, about you feeling bad, about what I said, about what you said, about me not being able to share a feeling.

"Can we talk about this later please?" Shuichi irritatedly asked

"When Shuichi!? When is later..?" Kokichi asked exhausted

"Not tonight..." Kokichi's look was a mix of disappointment and anger. 

If I thought that what you thought, was that I hadn't thought about sharing my thoughts. Then my reaction to your reaction, to my reaction, would have been more revealing.

"I've been trying to figure out how this murder could've happened all day, I have been looking at the same information since 4 'o'clock in the morning, I have been trying to find this culprit for a month and it has gone nowhere!" Shuichi cried out 

I was afraid that you'd be afraid if I told you that I was afraid of intimacy

"I've been trying to tell you how unhappy I've been for months!" Kokichi said between his teeth

If you don't have a problem with my problem. Maybe the problem's simply co-dependency

"EVERYONE IS UNHAPPY IN TOKYO! That's what Tokyo is!"

I was wrong to--Say you were wrong to--
Say I was wrong about--
You being wrong. When you rang to say that--The ring was the wrong thing to bring-
If I meant what I said, When I said, "Rings bored me"

"I don't know how to get through to you anymore! You keep shutting me out! You keep putting up these fences!--" Kokichi shouted 

"I'm not! I'm not shutting you out!" Shuichi yelled back

"Your a million miles away all the time!" 

"Actually, I'm right here..." 

"Are you shuicui? Are you? Because I know you," 

I'm not mad, that you got mad, when I got mad, when you said I should go drop dead!
If I were you and I'd done what I'd done, I'd do what you did when I gave you the ring having said what I said

"Your right I have been distracted but after this case-- I'm gonna...Im gonna--" Shuichi kept trailing off

"After the case..." Kokichi started to almost cry 

"...after the case," 

"Everything is after the case!" 

"Yeah!" 

"What if this doesn't work? You never find the culprit and he gets away without any one knowing? he roams on the streets where we stand? What then Shuichi?! What about me?!" 

I feel bad, that you feel bad (I feel badly)
About me feeling bad, about you feeling bad (about you)
About what I said, about what you said (feeling badly about me)
About me not being able to share a feeling (feeling badly about you)

"I can't move to the ##### I can't leave my career behind," Shuich exclaimed 

"You think I don't know that?" Kokichi responded

"What..? What are you...what is this? What do you want?"

"I guess...i just wanted you to tell me not to go..."

I thought (if I thought that what you thought)
You thought (was that I hadn't thought about sharing my thoughts)
I reacted shallowly (then my reaction to your reaction, to my reaction)
When I reacted to you (would have been more revealing)

"Of course don't want you to go..." Shuichi confessed 

"Really...?" at this point they were both crying. 

"Yes, I..." 

"Is this the first time you've ever said it?" they both went in for a hug. It felt better everything did. They both felt terrible for lashing out at one another. Now Shuichi would promise to try and spend some time with Kokichi. Just a little. It still mattered, a shit ton.