I don't think we'll have an ending~~

cap. 3

So after we finished our classes, at the end of the day before going home, sunoo came to me and started talking:

So:Hey Y/N, i have a really dumb question to you
Y/N:What it is?
So:Who is your crush??
Y/N:.......
I don't have one.....What about you?
So:me either....

That was kinda sus....why so random?Did he found out about sunghoon?Did jimishii told him?No way she did it!

After our classes, when we went home, i texted sunoo because he was still my friend and i can't lie to my friends....

Y/N:Hey sunoo, i want to tell you that i lie to you earlier... i actually have a crush, i can't tell you who is it but i can give u a hint, since we first met we never really talked
So:is it by any chance sunghoon?
Y/N:Is it that obvious?
So:Kinda yes....
Y/N:please keep it secret....i don't want anyone to find this out....Now, i told you who is my crush, now u can tell me who is yours
So:to be honest, you are my crush but now i found out that you like sunghoon so it's ok

after his confession we kept talking all day about sunghoon and about how he will"help" me get notice by him(p.s he didn't helped)

Sunoo started saying some harsh words and they really hurt, something like, he will never like me, he don't fk care that i exist and that he hate me and so on....You probably know that i am a really emotional girl so of course i was hurted by what he said so i told jimishii the hole story

The next day, sunoo found out that i told jimishii the hole story so he told jungwon that i like sunghoon-_-

Then, sunoo idk how, but he told to more peoples that i like sunghoon and after a few days almost everybody knew-_- 

After a while literally everybody knew, even sunghoon, and i knew that he didn't liked me back but i wanted to show him who i really was because maybe he will slowly fall for me and if he don't then at least we'll be friends....

Guess what, my plan didn't really worked, and i found out(from sunoo)that i annoyed him, i annoyed him that much that he told his parents about me....

I didn't knew if it was a good or a bad new because he talked to his parents about me so he always was thinking about me, but in another way i kinda hurt him and i was sad

I knew i hurted him so i texted him and apologies because it was my fault

now, it's almost valentine day, the wort day of my life

Everybody will be talking about love and these stuffs in front of me and sunghoon and it will make him look bad because he don't like me

So i decided to hang out with my friends and just have fun(btw now everybody know about him so yeah).

After meeting up, while we were walking home, i had an ideea.It's valentine day, the perfect day to confess...I know that he know that i like him but i never actually told him how i really felt...

So i decided to confess to him over messages, and i did it....

And i told him about what i feel about him, how i feel about him, why i like him, my plans and what i really want and i also apologies because o what i did and so on and he replied telling me that he don't think that i'm an annoying person and he think that i'm a fine person, and that i don't make him uncomfortable

Why did my heart was beating this  hard?And why did my stomach hurt and feel this good and why am i this happy about a tiny reply??

I fell way to much for him-_-

Now, he know that i want to show him, who i really am and that i want to be just friend with him(ok, in real life i want to make him fall for me but i don't think this will ever happen)  

So now, i'm trying my best to make him be friend with me, i always say hi to him, always stay around him, always make a chance and maybe talk to him and he look fine with me but only if we are with more peoples, if it's just the 2 of us it's way too akward.....