I don't think we'll have an ending~~

cap. 4

After a few days of awkwardness i talked to sunoo because he kept talking shits about me to sunghoon, and somehow i convinced him to let us do this not him and he didn't to anything after this(not anything i know about)

Nothing really happened those days, but then my bday came....

I was excited because i knew he would tell me happy bday so yeah.....but to be honest it wasn't as good as i wish it was

me and my brother are born in the same day of the same month but different years , so we always celebrate our birthdays together, but this year he moved to his house and we had to go to him to celebrate it, and because of it my parents gave him all the atention, and they didn't even told me happy bday-_-

I was sad at first but i already knew that they don't give a shit about me so yeah 

The next day,on my real birthday,  i went to school, my friends told me happy bday but sunghoon not, at i thought it was because the hole class knew that i liked him so yeah i thought he would text me later but still, you are in front of me but you prefer to text me later, really man?

after the school finished i went home, i just danced and was happy by myself, but then sunghoon texted me

I was so happy, that literally made my day...

Then i started texting him back like, how are u, how do u feel(he was sick that time)and stuffs like this, but he kept replaying me really cold and i didn't liked this....

After that day i had an plan,to text him at least once a week because i was scared that i would annoy him, and i did that, i started texting him for a while, but each conversation became colder and colder and i was at one point where i got mad at him because of that

Now after almost an month, i texted him, and i think i woke up from that dream, because i realised how cold and bad he was with me and i don't want it anymore

From now on i'm gonna ignore him and be with him like he is with me, if he want me back as a friend or more than friend that that's ok, if he won't came back then it's over

It kinda hurt,to be honest it's killing me but i won't let a boy break me and change me and make me sad just because of his ego 

So now, i would not care if he is ok or not like he did with me

Even if i'll miss him like crazy, i won't regret it....