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𝐉𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐎'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕
it was a late sunday afternoon, me and my best friends
𝐎𝐍𝐉𝐎
𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐑𝐀
𝐌𝐈𝐉𝐈𝐍
𝐍𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐎𝐍
𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐊
we were sleeping over isaks house, her house was the closets to the school.
i liked isaks house, it felt like my own home, her parents were still together and they were super
nice and loving towards all of
the girls, i sorta loved them as my own parents since all i ever do with mine are fight.
isaks house was a warm and safe place for me, and for some other girls for sure.
her room was very bright and colorful i liked it a lot.

they were playing mini games while i was studying for
tomorrows biology test. Nayeon called me over to play with them but i politely declined and said
" sorry i have to be prepared for this test, it's important", she replied saying " stop being such a 𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘥 and come play".

i really didn't like when people called me a nerd, i think most people used it to offend me, i know
nayeon is just joking around but other people used it to offend me but it never would work.

the same people who did call me a nerd were the ones who cheated off me
the most.

i was finally done studying, feeling confident on this test.

that's when i got up from the bed and went on the floor were the girls were all in a circle.

" finally " said nayeon, i rolled my eyes at her.

they had just started playing a new game called " smash or pass ", i knew how to play it but i wasn't sure
why they were playing this game out of all games, oh well.

so we all decided to take turns to say a name and we had decide if we wanted to smash or pass, first it was namra " smash or pass hmmm " she said " su hyeok" he was pretty athletic and handsome but wasn't my type, hes my friend and i definitely don't see him in that way, i knew namra and onjo both had a crush on him but i didn't say anything because it would cause boy drama and thats the last thing i would want for our friend group to split up over a boy.

"smash" said namra
"smash" said onjo
"smash" said nayeon
"eww pass" isak
" same, pass" i said
"tbh smash" mijin said

now was nayeons turn to say a name. "smash or pass, cheong san" cheong san had told me a week prior that he had feelings for onjo but never told her because he was scared of her reaction, i knew onjo liked suhyeok so i just said to keep it on the low, i felt bad for him, he'd really do anything for her. anyways, onjo and namra passed, i also did as well mijin said smash as always, isak and nayeon did as well.

only 3 people left to say a name, but mijin was next "gwinam.." everyone just looked at each other because he bully's all of them expect mijin because he doesn't know she existed, everyone but mijin said pass because she thought he was attractive. he'd bully me every time, we're in the same class so i'm stuck with him except for lunch, he would call me names like nerd or would cat call me as a joke to piss me off, and he did. mijin said smash, i could see them as a couple there both bad. it was now my turn to decide " jisoo" i snapped out of my thoughts and looked at them.
"it's your turn" said namra, i thought about it for a second "umm" i said not knowing what to say "cmon any day now" said nayeon " i guess pass, hes mean"
i knew that was a lie

i thought he was handsome but i never saw myself "smashing" him. i didn't even see myself being friends with him, he has girlfriends almost every week probably has more than 6 bodies. i would love to change him but i highly doubt that.

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