"I finally realized I don't love Niall I only like him as a friend." I told Daisy. "Are you sure this is what you feel?" Daisy asked. Me: "Yes." Daisy: "You should call him and tell him." Me: "ok"
I call him and he immediately picked up. "Niall, I need to tell you something..." "Ok tell me anything!" Niall said. "Well I don't love you Niall, I like you as a friend I just can't trust you." Niall: B-but Rianna, I said I was sorry what can I do to make it up to you?" "If you want to make me happy then ask Allison to be your girlfriend I am done with you." Niall: "Ok but I need you to promise me something..." "What?" Niall: "Promise me you will not hate me!" "ok. I promise"
He called Allison and asked her to come over, because he needed to ask her a question. So she came over and he asked her and she was shocked but said yes! I told Daisy that I was leaving Paris to go back to America. When I got back to my flat I ran inside and grabbed a razor. I started to slowly cut my wrists and watch the blood run down my arm. I was sick of all the lies, and sick of life. I wanted to end my life so bad, but I didn't. I figured that I could make it through. Everyone came back because they were worried, I didn't call or text because I didn't want to talk to anyone. I didn't leave the house for a long time. Daisy knocked on my door I ran to the bathroom and cleaned up my mess with the blood and my razors. Then I threw on a long sleeve shirt. She ran inside because she missed me so much! We sat on my couch and talked for hours, and then Allison called me and told me about her and Niall. I started to tear up at the thought of when Niall kissed her and hung up. I ran to the bathroom, pulled out my razor ,and started to cut... Daisy ran into the bathroom and knocked the razor out of my hand and into the trash can! She held my arms and cried with me. Allison came to my house and ran into the bathroom. She was horrified by the amount of blood I lost from cutting. They called 911 because I passed out. When I woke up my best guy friend Remy was right by my side. He was crying because he didn't want to see me like that. He yelled for the nurse when he saw that was I awake. Niall was also there...
