When the nurses came in they were surprised by how fast I recovered. Niall rushed to my side to hug me, but I pushed him away. I couldn't hug him after he kissed Allison it just didn't feel right. I was fine with Allison, I mean he kissed her so I couldn't really be mad at her. Allison came in and sat next to me, "Rianna I am so sorry. If you don't want me to be with Niall then I will let him go." "No, Allison, I want you to be with him. I can't be with him it just doesn't feel right to be with him." I said weakly. "Oh thank you Rianna!" Allison said with excitement in her voice. She then left to go home and shower. Remy slowly entered the room and sat on the bed next to me. He asked me quietly. "Why, how could you do this? How could you harm yourself you are gorgeous?" "Stress, it just became to hard and I didn't know what to do so I turned to the easiest thing." I said as my eyes filled with tears. "Rianna, I love you can I kiss you?" Remy asked sweetly. "Please kiss me, I want you to." We kissed for a long amount of time. He lay next to me until I fell asleep. He fell asleep right next to me, cuddled up under the small hospital blanket. Niall came in to say something, but saw that Remy and I were cuddled up and asleep. So he slowly walked out. After I woke up Remy wasn't laying next to me he was sitting in the chair next to me. When I was awake for a few hours the nurses made me take some medication for my depression. I had struggled with depression since I was in the 6th grade. I managed it most of the time, but lately it had come over me. Daisy had come in the room to check on me every hour, and when I woke up she came in just to talk. "Rianna I am so glad that you are okay!" Daisy said cheerfully. "Me too, I am so glad that I have great friends in my life." Zayn, Julia, Haley, Liam, Harry, and Kyrstin came to visit me. They were all happy to see that I was alive, and doing better. I had missed them so much! Remy went to go get us some lunch because I hadn't eaten since yesterday. Niall came in the room to talk one on one about what happened two days ago. "Rianna what happened?!" Niall asked. "I obviously cut myself until I lost too much blood." "I know but why?" "Because! STRESS AND MY DEPRESSION GOT THE BEST OF ME! YEAH I BET YOU DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH DEPRESSION DID YOU!" I exploded. "No I didn't but that would have been nICE TO KNOW DON'T YOU THINK?! "NIALL YOU ARE THE MOST INCONSIDERATE PERSON I HAVE EVER MET OR BEEN AROUND I HATE YOU!!!" "Rianna, I am sorry please just give me another chance!" "NO JUST GET OUT AND GO AWAY!" "Fine." "BYE!" Remy walks n with lunch to find me crying my eyes out. "What the hell just happened?" Niall walked in and took the blame. Remy took Niall in the hallway and went off on him. Remy: "WHY IN THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THAT RIGHT AFTER SHE JUST RECOVERD FROM CUTTING?!?!" Niall: "I DIDN'T MEAN TO TAKE IT THAT FAR!" I walked out in the hallway to stop them. Me: "STOP IT! BOTH OF YOU I CAN'T TAKE IT STOP!! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THE FIGHTING!!" I said and fell on the floor crying. Daisy, Remy, Allison, and Niall rushed to my side being the most involved with the situation. I told Niall to go away because I had enough of him. "I AM DONE WITH YOU NOW GO AWAY NIALL!" He walked away... I meant it I was done with him.
