A/N: sorry guys I know its been a while, and i know the last chapter was probably the worst I've written so far, but I'm back and so is the story .. Picture of Alyssa ^ c:
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Jonathan's POV
I walked out of the school on my way home feeling a little better considering everything that happened at lunch but at least now I know that Michael isn't really homophobic. What a relief that was I always tended to gain feels for the homophobic straight guy I know how typical that sounds but its true.
Just like my middle school crush on Kyle , but back then he wasn't so homophobic and rude he was actually sweet ... But that's back then not now; now he's a prick without many aspirations in life other than to make mine a living nightmare.
But I guess I should've know what to expect no one really remains friends from middle school except Alyssa and I could always count on her to be there for me through anything she's also the first person I've ever admitted my secret to.
I can still remember that day sitting in her room freshman year.
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"Hey , Jonas you know you could tell my anything right"
Confused about where the sudden conversion came from I replied "yeah I know I can tell you anything honestly there's nothing I can keep from you because you're that nosey."
She shoved my shoulder "whatever *rolling her eyes* I just have to know things , but are you being 100% honest with me Jonathan?"Now my face was turning turnip red thinking to myself I can't believe this 'there's no possible way she could know I thought I was covering it up really well, but thinking about we are talking about Alyssa the girl I've known since forever she literally knows me like the back of her hand.'
She started coughing awkwardly "so Jonas are you going to tell me what you're keeping from me or not you know best friends are supposed to know all your secrets right?"
"I'd love you no matter what it was that's what bestfriends are for"
A blank expression came across my face 'she knows she freaking knows no one is suppose to know I mean I might as well come clean to her I know she wouldn't treat me any diffrently .. Right?' That's when I just gathered everything in me and started talking slowly under my breath .. I- I'm G-A-Y
that was the first time I've ever said that out loud sounding comfortable with it so assured .
She just ran right to me to give me this huge bear hug .. Oh Jonas I've known for soooo long I was just hoping you'd finally tell me yourself
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That was the first time I've ever been so sure about my sexuality and admiting it to someone was just the biggest step over all. but I'm glad I did.
From that day on Alyssa and I where even closer and I didn't even think that was possible everything time someone saw one there was the other.
I was really relieved, I now had someone I could talk about everything with, we even used to go out together and point out all the hot boys we'd see. She's the one I could call at 3 am and she'd answer.A/N: I know you guys probably want to kill me for not uploading but I've just been so busy with school and crushes ..
So loves I hoped you guys enjoyed this chapter I promise I'm going to start back being consistent with my uploading .. C: cross my heart
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The New Boy Next Door (boyxboy)
Teen FictionJonathan Spears has been hiding a secret from his parents and friends for as long as he could remember , but he's faced with telling them when the hot new jock Michael Cobbs move in next door.