Faith [Vincent x Scott]

Chapter 10

CHAPTER 10 - Scott's POV

I lied on the sofa as Vincent was at shower. I placed my arm on my forehead, thinking about what Vincent said earlier.

"I was bullied, too."

"My dad raped me."

"My dad was always drunk. He killed my mom."

That's somehow what he said. I couldn't help it then, but cry. It was pretty sad. It was sad, yes. It reminded me of myself, too. My past. Should I tell it someday to Vincent or just shut up? I shut my eyes and fell asleep soon.

Is this a dream?

Why do I see myself young standing there? Am I dreaming?

"I was bullied at school. No one liked me, I was too wimp to say anything, even teachers didn't like me.

It's not only that, I had no friends but Vincent, but I didn't talk to him, or I didn't even know was he my friend. I got Mike and Jeremy, when I was 17-year-old, so it didn't help at school times.

Only my parents were there with me, they liked me. And my cat, she was called Lucy. At home I was happy.

One day mom didn't come home. It was almost evening and she hadn't come.

"Dad? Where's mom? I can't find mom" I asked dad.

"...mommy's busy. Go play with Lucy or something", he said softly, though he wasn't smiling or anything.

"...okay."

Three days, she hadn't still came.

"Dad? Where's mom?"

"She's busy." He always said the same thing. My mom just didn't come home. Few weeks, she didn't come. Few months, I still hadn't seen her.

"Dad, please, where's mom?" I asked crying, I missed mom.

"...don't cry. You make mom cry. She's watching you, she doesn't want you to cry." Where was she watching? Was she there? Wasn't she?

That was what I thought so much. Then I just realized, she's gone. I don't know, if forever. She was just... gone. I thought I never would meet her.

One day, I was taking a walk. Suddenly bright light came, it almost blinded me.

I tried to look at light, soon it faded away and my eyes widened. Mom was there.

"...mom? Mom?"

I walked closer to her, she smiled softly.

"Mom? Where were you?"

"Daddy lied." she said.

"...eh?"

"She made mommy cry. You need to know. He said it was the last time. He always said that."

"W-what are you talking about?"

"Do you know what's cheating in relationship?"

"...no...."

"Daddy cheated mommy with other women. It means you are in relationship, but you meet others at same time and kiss and do 'that thing' with them. You know what it is?"

"Yes..."

"Daddy was lying."

"Lying..."

"Daddy lies."

"No..."

"Daddy's a liar."

"Stop it... no....."

"He killed mommy."

"Daddy said... you're busy..."

"Daddy lied."

"Stop........."

"Daddy's a liar."

"I don't wanna hear anymore..."

"He made mommy cry."

"...stop....."

"Dad doesn't stop. He lies."

"Please.."

"You're alone, Scott. You're like him."

"I'm... not..."

"You lie to yourself. You lie to others. You lie to me."

"I'm not a... liar..."

"LIAR."

"Stop..."

"YOU'RE ALONE."

"Dont..."

"DADDY HATES YOU."

"He—-"

"I HATE YOU. YOU HATE YOURSELF. YOU'RE GOING TO DIE ALONE. JUST LIKE ME. ALWAYS ALONE."

"STOP!!"
split

I didn't lie.

Daddy lied. Mommy lied.

They're liars.

This world is a lie. It thinks it would be better. Stop it. Stop."

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"Scott?" I heard something. ...

"Scott?" I opened my eyes and moved my arm from my face. I saw Vincent there, looking at me worriedly.

"You alright? You're sweating. ...are you crying?"

I felt tears on my cheeks. I looked at Vincent, I stayed quiet for a while. I rose up to sit on the couch.

"...I made mommy sad", I said quietly.

"Huh?"

"I made them sad. I made them cry. ....am I lying? ....."

"...." Vincent stayed quiet and looked at me. He didn't say anything, instead of that he wrapped his arms around me and sat on the couch beside me.

"Don't cry."

I don't wanna be a liar. Or cry.

I don't want them to cry.

/ WELL THIS WAS BORING I SUCK AT THIS BYE *throws toast to everyone* EAT THEM THEY HAVE FEELS FEEL LIKE YOU'RE CRYING WHILE READING THIS I DUNNO I SUCK AT MAKING SAD THINGS