The Phlebotomy Professor (Teacher x Student || Intersex)

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Sage;

Shit. Shit. Shit.

I was broken from my thoughts as the tea kettle started to whistle. I shut off the fire and sighed as I stared down at my reflection for some time. I didn't know how to feel or what to do about this. It was her body, but the principle of the situation was taking me for a loop. I couldn't understand why she felt as if that was the only option to keep me around. I felt as if I took advantage of her, and a small part of me felt taken advantage of.

Earlier today she told me about her past. How she had to couch hop with Claire until she was able to afford the bedroom she was renting out. People forced her to pay them rent, even people she thought were her friends and eventually they kicked her out saying she was taking up to much space or couldn't help her anymore.

I wouldn't have ever done that to her. She deserved to be taken care of and deserved nothing but kindness. So the fact that she felt that she had to lie about something so precious and important was killing me inside.

I couldn't afford to have a baby right now. I can barely take care of myself, and I wouldn't want her to feel burdened especially while still raising Claire, but I couldn't possibly force her to make a choice that she wasn't okay with.

Shit.

I made the tea for her before walking upstairs to see her already asleep as she held the pillow. I smiled sadly and placed the tea down on the dresser before turning off the light and shutting the door. It was still a little early in the afternoon so Claire wouldn't be home with Brooke until later.

I crawled onto the bed and slowly wrapped my arms around her causing her to twist around and place her head on my chest. I swallowed hard and looked down at the beauty that still had her eyes closed while clutching my shirt.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." She whispered as she pushed her eyebrows together. I sighed and leaned down, kissing her forehead softly as I squeezed my eyes shut.

"I would never take advantage of you like that. You've been through too much for me to be like those assholes. You don't have to ever do anything you don't want to do just to keep me around."

"But I did want to have sex with you. I really did-"

"Okay well I don't really believe it. Can you blame me, though?"

She sighed and sat up as she ran a hand up and down my arm while staring down at me with a slight smirk.

"I wouldn't have let you fuck me the way that you do if I didn't want it, Sage." She breathed causing me to chuckle while rolling my eyes.

"Sure. Just know we are definitely going to use condoms if you aren't pregnant."

"So..how do you feel about that?" She asked quietly causing me to sigh and look up at the skylight.

"I've never thought about kids. I've been so busy battling my own demons that I never saw myself have kids or even settle down with anyone anytime soon. I don't know if I'd be able to handle a kid right now."

"Yeah...same here. Raising Claire really changed my perspective about everything I dreamed of as a child. I've always wanted the perfect family but I know how tough it is to raise a child and I'm not sure if I'm ready for that obligation again."
She sighed as she swallowed hard.

Well..whatever you decide to do just know I support you. But please don't ever think you have to do anything like that to keep me around. Everyday that I've spent with the both of you has given me a peace that I have never had before, and knowing that you're safe living with me just makes it even better. I don't want you to ever go through what you've been through ever again. You're stuck with me." I grinned causing her to smile back. She leaned in and kissed me and I kissed her back before pulling away and shaking my head.

"Don't even think about it."

"Come on..You yelling made me a little hot. We still have some time alone until-"

"Bad girl. No."

"So spank me."

I gasped and looked at her with wide eyes causing her to laugh before whining as she leaned in and kissed me again. I groaned and kissed her back, the kiss deepening as she straddled my waist.

"Please touch me..make me regret lying to you." Nova whispered against my mouth causing me to pull back and look at her in shock. The bashful woman I was used to was gone as she stared down at my lips with her bottom one stuck between her teeth. She was holding the side of my face and she leaned in, kissing my chin before biting down softly. Her hand snuck down my chest and to my boxers. She palmed by balls causing me to moan with parted lips. She took advantage, slipping her tongue into my mouth and caressing mine with hers before sucking on it.

"Please, Professor. I've been a bad student."

Her statement caused me to grow rock hard in her hand, my eyes wide as I stared at her low ones. My tip throbbed as the pre-cum started to form and I moaned softly as she kissed my lips. She pulled my boxers down and exposed my throbbing cock before looking down while licking her lips.

"On your knees." I suddenly stated causing her to look up at me with wide eyes. She nodded and crawled onto all fours and I sat up and pulled her shorts and underwear down. She was so wet that it was sticking to her underwear and it made me moan slightly as I caressed her ass.

I pulled her hands and pinned them on her back causing her to gasp. I looked in the mirror across from the bed and saw that she was staring up at me with a look of lust and anticipation.

Fuck it. I'll pull out.

I lined myself with her entrance and teased her wetness, her soft moans and whimpers causing me to pulsate against her. I slowly slipped inside, her gasp sharp as I pulled her hair with my free hand causing her to slide down on my dick without me moving.

"Oh God.." She moaned quietly as she gripped the bedsheets.

"Look at me." I whispered in her ear while staring at her in the mirror. My hand was still fisting her hair while the other hand held her arms behind her back. She had a look of drunken pleasure on her face as we stared at each other, my lips and tongue wrapping around her earlobe and sucking on it causing her to moan loudly in pleasure.

"You want me to fuck you like this? This is what you want?" I asked huskily in her ear as I started to move, my hips hitting her ass cheeks with every stroke. She was moaning loudly as she nodded and I started to move faster. I moved back and pulled her hair as I started to rail, both our moans filling the room as we continued to l stare at each other in the mirror.