You Broke Me First

Prologue: Why im so fucked up now

It all started great. He loved me I loved him. It was like a fantasy book or movie. Most relationships start like that, then the man takes your heart and shatters it. I want love. I want a man who holds me. I want someone who comforts me when I'm sad. He cares. He's different from the rest. He would never hurt me.

He told me he wouldn't hurt my best friend either! Him and her are close but I doubt anything is going on there, she would tell me. She tells me everything and I tell her everything except for my relationship with Brandon. He told me to keep it a secret from at least Hannah, Hannah gets jealous when she sees me and him together which feels..odd.

"Ellie! Babe how are you today so far?" Brandon smiled and said as he ran towards me in the hallway and picked me up and kissed me. He makes me so happy.

Hannah stares coldly at us from across the hall and starts to sob and sprints away. Brandon sits me down and runs after her to comfort her.

"Is he cheating on me with her?" These sorts of thoughts swirling my mind as I walk alone to my first class.

My birthday party is tomorrow. I'm turning 16 next week. Maybe I can get Brandon to tell me what's going on. Maybe Hannah knows. I'm distracted during class but make it to my next class.

Hannah is in this class. She looks at me with strong judgement the entire time, after class I make her talk to me and I tell her strongly, "What's going on with you and Brandon?" And all she said was, "You're a lousy friend. You tried to steal my boyfriend"

I was so confused. I tried to just push this madness under my mind and I go to bed excited for the day to come. I dream of seeing everyone happy at my party and drift off to sleep.

The next morning I woke up and got ready for the big day. Unprepared for what would happen I was excited.

The party started. About halfway through the party I needed to go to the bathroom and the door wasn't locked so I went in.

"You traitor" Brandon was there making out with Hannah. He claimed it was a misunderstanding but me and Hannah came to the same conclusion.

He lied. He lied to both of us. He promised he would hurt us but he was dating us both. How could he?

Rage courses through me. Love is dumb. Love is stupid. Love is dead. I flip him off and walk away. The party ends and I pop the balloons and sob.

I'm done with being the heartbroken and it's time to be the heartbreaker~