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Secret 3 (last part)

'SO! The first game we will be playing is what's in the box guess'

'basically one person will be put their hands in the box'jun explained pointing at the five boxes present on the table

'after they are sure what the item they feel is they will explain to their partner,
And their partner will guess what it is haaaa' everybody laughed at how Jun took the breath after saying that long ass line

'Shall we begin'

'Let's go' everyone yelled but you can mostly hear the BSS except seungkwan because he is having a crisis right now

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

'dokyeoma you have to tell not yell' said Joshua irritatedly as his 'partner' is 'busy'
Screaming

'hyung hyung I swear it's alive-

'answer fake plant' answered Vernon after the8 bravely dug his hand in the box immediately recognising it.

'first team is Vernon and the8!

'Ahhhhhhhh I swear hyung it's alive,feels
So spiky' wined a scared dk

'answer cactus'said Joshua

'correct' beamed Jun

'minguyaaaa palli' wined scoups

'wonwoo hyung, hurry up'said Dino

while jeonghan Is trying to peek in the box and woozi is to fair to care....

All of this happening while two people trying to- wait one person trying concentrate while other is in his thought
Yes I am talking about seungkwan and hoshi

Hoshi decided to put hand in the box beacsue seungkwan is to scared or he just simply just wants to stare at the concentrated tiger

Seungkwan's pov

It's becoming too much to handle everytime I try to concentrate, it goes to you,everytime I sleep I think about what will happen in the future if...if I confess

No scratch confess what will happen if I even tell that I like a boy...

How will my family,members,and my fans react, the ones I dearly love, will they hate me

After the conversation with shua hyung I still can't bring my heart to agree to the fact I have to confess some day or I will have to marry a person one day, I wish it could be you

What even is stopping me from doing so?

The reaction of my family,friends, especially you

The fear of rejection

Or the fear that you might already like someone

I mean who doesn't like the Known soonyoung
He is handsome

Hot

Talented

Sexy

Kind

Generous

Lovable

Cute

Brave

Hardworking

A full package

He might even like someone already, who probably is girl

What will happen to him after they marry

His heart will be thorn

He will never be able to confess his love

He-

'Seungkwan from the earth!!

'uk-huuuh yes hyung' turning to the person he was thinking about moments ago

'where you lost'he said worriedly

'nothing hyung, ummm do you know what it is'

'What?'

'in the box'

'ohh I thi-

'Its slime!'shouted scoups seconds after mingyu explained to him

'Answer it's a wig' finally Dino answered right,yes FINALLY after 3 tries, not really the quickest or it's just wonwoos fault at describing

'only two pairs left, who will be the last one to win or lose'

For the first I remembered we were playing a game not having crisis about love

'hoshi hyung quick quick'

'Jeonghan is cheating again'

'Its fun, ok'

Seungkwan and hoshi were last thanks to jeonghan cheating yet again....

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After playing the next game where they had to be foot tied 'dino called it so' and run around in them to do several missions . It was harmless really except the broken flower vase and wonwoos glasses .

Now the last part where we would be choosing our final partners

I wasn't really focusing until I got choose for a date.

'Give a kiss to the person that caught your heart'

It was definitely supposed to be a joke I didn't get the funny part

'Wooo seungkwaana you should definitely do that'

'this is gonna be fun'

I saw hoshi hyung looking on the ground

He is probably thinking I won't be picking

Honestly kissing him will be pretty unexpected atleast for the members.
Since we are always at eachothers throats

Alot happened in the next few minutes...

I grabbed his hand

He looked at me

I smiled softly

And leaned forward

His eyes went 👀

I held his cheeks

Placed a kiss there

Then heard the members cheering

And both bursting in giggles

Yep definitely a eventful day...

It felt good

I felt happy

Eventhough we were teased endless

I will definitely cherish the moment when we will get-together YES YOU HEARD ME

I will finally ask him out

Mabye after gose finishes

Looking at the members onece again seeing them made me remember that we are always there for eachother

I know they will accept me

And my love for them in any cases

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Alot happened in behind the gose scenes they showed pictures of our kiss and teased me nonstop even by hoshi

But I didn't miss the look Joshua hyung gave me...

I guess now he knows who the person of my 'SECRET' is..........

The end of secret~