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Date?

Awkward

The only word that describes what I am feeling

After the talk in hospital, I am not sure if can look in his eyes without blushing my face of.

Damn you Known soonyoung

You had the audacity to confess and act like that never happened and still flirt with me...

We are currently celebrating mingyus birthday in a Restaurant

Since the birthday boy threw a party- no more like a zoo, with the members here and there ,drinking Thier hearts out,  it's a blessing they chose the VIP room or else...

Jeonghan: seungkwan have a drink

Seungkwan: no hyung I am good, I have low tolerance anyway and there needs to be someone who will look after u guys after-

Woozi: we can take care of ourselves thank you very much!

Dino: oh look at hoshi hyung then, hyung are you okay

Hoshi:sjjsdhjsksajdk

Dino: yep he is

Scoups: Seungkwan you didn't drink at all why don't you take hoshi,nonie,shua and mingao home with the car.

Seungkwan: but hyung-

Scoups: it's fine the rest will take the other cars, me and Wonwoo can handle it.

Seungkwan pov

I nodded still uncertain but knowing they can handle the rest well I got ready to face the most challenging and difficult-
Okay enough sarcasm

But really handling drunk members is worst than handling a newborn

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Seungkwan: alright.... Hoshi, shua hyung,Nonie,hao and jun- huh Jun hyung when did you get in car.

Hao: he wouldn't leave me.

Seungkwan: ok hung you take Jun hyung to his room I will handle the others.

Hao: but-

I gave him a look setteling that the argument won't go further

Seungkwan: *sigh* what do I do with you three.

Seungkwan: hyung I will guide you and Nonie to you guys shared room first, okay

Joshua: okee thanks , handle that tiger well * wink*

I blushed knowing well what that wink means

I told Joshua hyung about my crush, but he already knew everything

And he supported me i cried so much-but let's not focus on that now

After I made sure they were safely in the dorm,I went to get hoshi hyung

Everytime he drinks he goes all crazy but it's just him being him

'hyung stop moving'

He keeps moving around which makes it hard for me to hold him

I tried my best to not make him sleep on the floor and carefully took him in his room which he shares with Wonwoo hyung

Hoshi and wonwoo hyung share a room which doesn't have any window so it was dark

When I tried to on the light

Hoshi hyung suddenly moved causing me to hold him tightly

'youngie hyung you need to cooperate'

It suddenly felt weird calling him the nickname after so long

Hoshi loves pet names given by the members

'seungkwanie.......' hoshi whined while holding onto him tighter

'you know I have been thinking of something for a while' he continued

'that day In The hospital......'

Seungkwan pov

My stomach tightened

My heart stopped then started to beat like crazy

Why is he suddenly talking about that they

Why, what will he say, how will he say

My Mind was filled with questions

'Lets go on a date'

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Birds chirping, gentle wind blowing while the addicting smell of coffee touched my nose

It was early in the morning

I couldn't really sleep with all the noise going on around the dorm

Last night was tiring for all the members

They are the day sleeping away, if their dorm was lifted by a tractor they probably wouldn't even wake up

But that isn't what I am thinking right now

I am thinking about last night's event

Right after hoshi hyung proposed a date he fell in deep slumber

While I was standing there shocked

My body moved on it's on by placing the drunken tiger on his bed, then leaving the room as quite as possible

Did he really asked me out on a date

I was asking that to myself for the 30th time before accepting the fact that Known Soonyoung asked on a date

It was a dream come true really

I wasn't so sure until the small smile he gave me while we were on breakfast table eating with the members

I guess it's a date then....