New born

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Hello world, it's me, trashy boy.
Time passed by.
But here I am still suffering from the pain that you gave me. Every morning and night, I always wonder what's wrong with me. I still blame myself for loving you so much. My expectations of our relationship are tough and healthy. You show me the true meaning of "love" because I've seen the love and care you've shown me in the 7 years that I've waited for you, but I think all my expectations are only imagination. I wish I could go back to the time when you were sweet, caring, and supportive. Two years after I grew a lot, I'm here at the point of my life working hard for my own good sake, and now I've forgotten you, but those memories of us will be treasured. This is the time that I accept the fact that you're not going to be mine. I'm looking at myself now. I'm happy now because I've achieved my dream of becoming a book writer, which is our plan for our future work. Now I don't feel any pain from you. I've learned a lot from all the pain and mixed emotions that I've experienced. While I'm suffering from depression, now I know that life is more important and if we care, we love ourselves, we become strong and confident in life. to prove that we can exist on our own.

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