JUNGKOOK ONE SHOTS

ONLY IF I KNEW

                                                      oneshot by koomeofics_ on IG and Wattpad

Y/n pov

I woke up in the morning due to my alarm. I immediately hissed in pain because of the new bruises given by my step parents or you can say my uncle and aunty. I'm Choi Y/n. My parents already died in an accident when I was 12 years old. Then my uncle and aunty adopted me. They treated me as if I'm a maid of the house. But they never stopped my studies. I work in a company as an employee. But whenever I get my salary they take it from me. I went to take shower and then to make breakfast for them. After making their breakfast I ate my breakfast and was about to go to my office. Then my aunt came and said "Come home early today. Some guests are coming." I just nodded and left.

In the evening

As aunty told me I came early after finishing all my work. After some time, aunty came to my room with a dress and said "Wear this dress and get ready." I just nodded and went to the bathroom to get ready. Then aunty came and took me downstairs. When I got down I saw some people in black suits and a family. Then I sat on the couch beside my uncle and aunty.

My uncle smiled at them and said "Mr and Mrs Jeon here is our elder daughter Y/n. And y/n they're Jeon family." I bowed at them and they just smiled at me. They were looking very happy but one man wasn't happy. Maybe it's their son. "I must say my daughter-in-law is very pretty and beautiful." I furrowed my eyebrows and said "Daughter-in-law?"

"Yeah they're here for your marriage y/n." My aunty said and I widened my eyes. "Ummm we should let y/n and Jungkook talk alone." Then he and I went to the balcony. "Listen, I don't want this marriage. But I've to marry you to become a CEO. Don't expect anything from me and yeah do you do any job?" "Y-yeah I do. Why?" "Resign from that job. I don't want you to do any job. If I only work, that'll be enough for living.

If you want to continue the job you can continue after divorce." "D-divorce?" "It's a contract marriage for your and our company's welfare." Then he went from there where tears started to roll down from my eyes. Then I wiped my tears and went in front of them. "Y/n dear do you agree for this marriage?" Everyone looked at me with hopeful eyes. I just nodded my head. They all smiled and started discussing the wedding day and date.

After wedding at Jeon's house

"Listen you've to follow some rules. They are: Don't come to my room without permission and when I'm not at home don't enter my room. Never touch my things without my permission. We can have a relationship with anyone. Means you can have a boyfriend and I can have a girlfriend. The last thing is DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ME AND DON'T ACT LIKE MY WIFE. UNDERSTOOD?" I just nodded my head and said "Where's my room?" Upstairs second room. First room is mine." I went to my room and got inside the washroom to take shower and started to think about my life. "I just wished that I would at least get a good, caring and loving husband, but see my fate." I sadly chuckled and went out.

In the morning

I woke up at 7 am as Mrs Jeon told me he goes to his office at 7:30. I took shower and went to make breakfast. After some time I saw Jungkook coming wearing his suit. "J-jungkook, come have breakfast." "Didn't I tell you not to try to be my wife?" *I'm not trying to be your wife, I'm just taking care of your health as Mrs Jeon told me." "Mom said?" "Yeah if you don't believe me, you can ask her." "N-no no need for that. Fine I'll have it." I smiled and served him breakfast. After eating he went to his office.

After 6 months

Jungkook has changed now. He again became that cold guy who has no emotion. At first he used to talk with me but now he always gives me the cold shoulder. I fell for him but I'm sure he didn't. Still I'm trying to change him. I got up from the couch due to feeling like vomiting. I quickly went to the bathroom only to vomit blood. Yes I've lung cancer but I didn't tell him as it's my problem. Suddenly I heard the doorbell ring. I quickly washed the blood stains and went to open the door. I saw Jungkook clenched his jaw. Maybe he had a bad day.

He passed me and sat on the couch. I went to the kitchen to take water. But my bad luck when I was about to give it to him I tripped and some water fell on his suit. He looked at me with his blood-shortened eyes. I flinched when he started to shout. "CAN'T YOU DO A WORK PROPERLY HUH? YOU LITERALLY RUINED NY SUIT." "I'm sorry actually-." "Sorry." He chuckled and said "Sorry sorry and SORRY. CAN'T YOU SAY ANY OTHER WORD?" Oh I forgot you can't say anything else what if you accidentally say that you're a good digger."

I looked at him with my teary eyes. He dramatically gasped and said "Omg no no you can't do that nah." "W-what are you saying Jungkook? I'm not a gold digger." "Yeah right then I'm lying right?" I shook my head. "If you're not a gold digger then WHO STEAL MONEY FROM MY WALLET EVERY WEEK NIGHT AFTER I SLEEP?" I badly flinched and widened my eyes. "J-jungkook, listen it's not-" "Yeah yeah now you'll say it's not like this. I didn't steal. Blah,blah,blah.

Listen one day I saw you stealing money but I thought I misunderstood as I thought you're an innocent and pure girl. But guess what I used to pretend to sleep just to see you every week stealing money. Why? Don't I give you enough money every month for your needs? THEN WHY? WHY DO YOU STEAL MONEY EVERY WEEK?" "J-jungkook listen-" "You know what I regret marrying you. You're just like other girls. Just like my ex. A complete gold digger." He said and left the house with you completely heart broken.

At 9 pm

"Why isn't he home yet? Where's he? He has to listen to my explanation. I'm not a gold digger." Suddenly my stomach started to hurt but I ignored it. After some time it got worse. Then I again vomited blood. I understand that I'll die anytime. I quickly took a paper and pen and started to write a note. After writing the note I called Jungkook. I tried 3 times but he declined the call. I tried and tried then he picked up the call but before I could say anything he started to shout. "WHAT HUH? WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM? CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME FOR SOMETIME? WILL YOU LET ME STAY PEACEFULLY?" J-jungkook please come home." "NO!" "P-please I'll never ask you anything after this." Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows but shrugged it thinking it's her drama.

After some time Jungkook decided to go home. When Jungkook was on his way home, he received a call. He stopped his car and received the call. "Hello?" "Hello Mr. Jeon." "Yeah who are you?" "Oh I'm the manager of xxx orphanage." "Okay but why did you call me?" "Actually I called you to thank you for the money you donated here." "Wait, I didn't understand. When did I donate money?" "Every week Mrs. Y/n donate money by saying your name. Thank you so much for your help. I'll hang up now. Take care." After he hung the call he did nothing but regret. He regretted every word he said to you. "She was just donating money but I accused her of being a gold digger. I didn't even give her an opportunity to prove herself.

I'll apologize to her and also confess my feelings towards her." He quickly drove home. He rang the bell but no one opened it. He opened the door with spare keys. He didn't see y/n anywhere. So he went to her room. Opening the door, he froze there after seeing the sight in front of his eyes. There was his wife with bl**d coming out of her mouth. He went towards her and took her head on his lap. "Y-y/n. Y-y/n see I'm home. I- I'm sorry for telling you bad things. W-wake up. P-please wake up, Y/N!!" Then he saw a note he took in his shaking hands and started to read.

Dear Jungkook,
When you'll be reading this I must have been gone. Actually I had lung cancer but I didn't tell you cuz you said that you don't see me as your wife. That's why I didn't tell you as it was my problem. Also I'm not a gold digger. I used to take your money to donate to the orphanage. I stayed there for 2 years before my uncle and aunty adopted me. I thought now I'll get parental love. But I guess love wasn't in my destiny. They used to abuse me. After I married you I thought you'd love me but you hated me. But that wouldn't change the fact that I fell for you. Yes I love you and will love you forever. Don't cry after I die. Tho I know you'll not but still. Just stay safe and be happy.
Yours y/n......

After reading the letter, he started to cry harder. He then looked at y/n and said  "Only if I knew..........."

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