Angels of Death

Simply Me

I gripped the edges of my marbled counter top,trying so fucking hard not to strangle him to death.groaning in frustration i took small strides to the fridge and grabbed the carton of milk and some double stuff oreos."hmmm,so good" i moaned after taking a bite to my oreos then drinking some milk from the carton.who even use glass these days?that's right,No One.And when I just got the chance to get comfortable,I heard heavy boots making contact with the floor.Great!death's here! note the sarcasm.Suddenly the foot steps stopped,I was facing away from the stairs so I wasn't able to see him physically."what are you doing here?"i asked not once turning around."I..-I came to check up on you,when you stormed off." he trailed "oh well how nice of you" i replied nonchalantly."listen I'm sorry about earlier des,I just can't understand why you have to be a total bitch about it"he cursed"No! you listen!Maybe you just have to learn NOT to invade other people's privacy..in others words..."i started "Mind your OWN God damn Business!!"i yelled,while chugging down the rest of the milk,that's when I realised that I've got a death grip on the carton and now it's crushed into a bloody pulp.I threw it harshly to the ground,and teleported to my room and putting a spell on it,so death will never get the chance of crashing into my room."stupid,mother fucking asshole! he's soooo going to get it!" i hissed at the ground.I crawled like a predator under my bed and touched the wall at the end,while chanting something in latin under my breathe.And as I said the last words the surface i was touching that used to be a wall is now turned into a red skull shaped door,I opened it up and got comfortable.I looked around the massive room it is a total of 4 master's bedroom.I went directly to the book shelves occupying half of the room and looked for a nice book to read,I chose 'The Fault In Our Stars' by John Green.Cliché right? well,An Angel of Death couldn't careless about..well,Everything! so I made my way to the bed that was a size of two king sized beds.the headboard was black with two head pillows,the bed was covered with black satin sheets with four fluffy white pillows and two dark violet throw pillows.I gently laid the book on my white nightstand and made my way to the fridge.Yes,I have another fridge in my secret room,this one is filled with lots and lots of food,I'm talking about Overload!Heaven,right? no sorry scratch that.Hell,right? yes that sounds much better.I grabbed a packet of willy wonka pixie stix and sour patches. i walked over to bed once again and tear open a pixie stix and read my book.This is me.simply me,I live like a normal teenager like you guys,even though there is nothing normal in my life.that was centuries ago,before I became an Angel then sooner became a Fallen.cause even I deserve a peaceful moment with myself,i need a time out from all the drama,chaos,blood baths,demons,The Elders,and ofcourse Death.When I was still a normal girl I used to do this kind of things,I love hanging out with mah friends,then insulting other people.Boy huntings and stuff.Family Drama and shit..let me tell you something about myself things that I still remember..You see when I died I got hit by a car,dumb.I was playing hide and clap with my friends and we were like playing in the park and well of course I had a blindfold over my eyes and i was walking around when suddenly I heard a clap.
~Flashback~
*clap clap* "where are you?" i asked while moving my arms around hoping to touch a person.well,not in a sexual way! "okay,second clap!"I yelled to my friends *clap clap* *giggles* "where are you guys?! this is starting to freak me out"I exclaimed.then I started walking once again feeling in my surroundings,when suddenly I heard my friends yell. "Nicole,Stop!" my friends screamed in unison,before I can even understand what they were saying,a long and loud honk of a car startled me and before I can even move a muscle,I felt a VERY hard impact made contact to my body and sent me flying like a floating poop.Then I heard one of my friends saying "oh my god,We're so sorry nicole"she whispered.And then unbearable pain invaded my whole body,leaving me numb,I can't even move my fingers.I felt warm liquid from my back and my nose was overwhelmed by the coppery scent it was producing..It was blood no doubt,and my head was spinning and throbbing in pain,i groaned in agony as I can comprehend what was happening..I was Dying! and the last thing my brown eyes saw was the blue sky,as life started draining out of them.
After that I woke up,blinded by the light around me,I was hoping i was in a hospital,hoping that I only suffered broken bones,bruises and cuts,knowing that the best thing to hope for at that moment was having a severe condition but at least I will still be able to live.But no,I was right about me being in the hospital,but I wasn't there in the bed,I was standing and I saw a very too familiar girl lying there on the bed,her used to be bouncy,wavy and full of life black hair with red highlights at the end of her hair and the back of her head looks so dull,she had tubes on her nose that is attached to some kind of mechanism,her face looks so pale and her used to be soft pinkish lips,now dry and had a big gash on it,her face was also filled with bruises,cuts and gashed.her arms has gashes on them too,there was also this kind of cone like looking thing that was wrapped around her neck,I can't believe I'm staring at myself right now,I can't believe that the girl who was so outgoing,full of life,known for being a big fan of parodies,and really really wants a zombie apocalypse and is a Big fan of The Walking Dead,is now connected this tubes and fighting for her life.that strong girl now looks so vulnerable at her state,i was trying my hardest to look away,but I just cant seem to take my eyes off her..off me.I was suddenly tear out of my gaze when somebody burst the door open.it was my mom,dad,brother and my baby sister..they were in hysterics specially my mom,"What happened to her doctor?! what happened to my daughter?!" she wailed."Your daughter got hit by a car,she had severe injuries as much as bruises,gashes,and broken neck and broken spinal cord.All this tube attached to her is the only thing that is keeping her alive,this is her life support without it she would die immediately"the doctor explained with sadness lacing his voice.my mother just sobbed harder to my dad as a response,I can't help but feel so sad at the scene that was unfolding before my very eyes.She was fighting for her life.My mom asked the doctor where they have put my phone and a nurse finally came in with my phone in hand.."here you go,ma'am" she said while handing the phone to my mother.she mumbled a quick thank you and whispered something in the doctors ear,the doctor nodded his head as if agreeing to what my mom had just said.the doctor walked out of the room and a few minutes later,music started coming out from the speakers of the hospital it was a song I know by heart,it was the song from 'If I Stay',I'm a big fan of that movie and book,I cried so many times on that movie,it never gets old,honestly.It was the song at the almost end when she was battling for her life.I kinda remember when I told my family that when I die I want that song playing either in the hospital or on my funeral.My parents thought I was being ridiculous but I just wanted them to play the song..And I also said to them that If they're not going to play that song,they must play one direction songs.And the funny thing is Even when I knew that I was Dying,I still wanted to play pretend and walked out of my hospital room,and walked around reminiscing stuff..I just wanted to be happy and then slowly i see a light and i thought "shit this is it,give me a sec God i just want to say goodbye before I go" so I ran back to my room and hugged my family,my mom felt it srsly,cause for a moment she looked directly at me,but I know she couldn't see me.I smiled and walked over to my body and whispered to her ear "Your strong" i said while giving her a thumbs up.As I was walking out to the door,I was crying,before I headed out and not be with them anymore,I gave them one last look and sobbed harder,I walked out and I swear at the corner of my eye I saw a tear rolling down my used to be flushed cheeks.
~End of Flashback~
Okay so that was melodramatic,you see when I told you guys about 'the things that I still remeber' it was because when I was turned into an Angel I didn't felt like it,I feel so nice and warm in the inside I didn't quite like that and did I mention that I used to write Fanfictions and stuff when I was alive?yeah I used to and i love writing things about me being a half vampire half demon breed and shit! So yeah, I trained for years but unlike other angels,I was a very mischievous one,and I always got punished by The Almighty God! then one day I really done it.I killed a fellow light Angel and when the angels confronted me including GOD about why did I killed him,"He was so fucking annoying" I smirked.the "F" word was forbidden in heaven but..,YOLO! "My child,I do Not know what to do to you,I can't believe that you would come this far" God told me."whatever."i said in a unholy way.ha! take that Almighty God! "What did evil do to you,my child?" he asked in a fatherly way."Nothing! I chose evil,rather than this holy god damn place called Heaven!Seriously I will choose EVIL over Being nice any day!" i growled my fangs appearing."Very well then my child,I will rip your wings out for that but you must not forget that You will always be my angel"he said with authority."oh c'mon just get straight to the fucking point and damn me to earth! and about my wings I'd prefer ripping them out myself!" I sneered."well then,Go" he boomed I held my head up high not even flinching because of his LOUD voice.I gripped my wings with two hands with long talons and pulled sooooo fucking hard! I did my best not to scream in agony nor pain,cause I know that it will be an angels cry,you see an Angel's cry is the most piercing and heartbreaking sound you will ever hear.i hated it. so gripped once again and pulled extra hard again and then,voila! my wings were ripped off of my back and shoved it towards an angel's face. and waited for God to damn me to earth.i looked around and realised that every angel was staring at me looking very shocked."do you guys want an autograph before I leave or something?" i hissed at them."you my child will be sent to earth and therefore become an Angel Of Death,Your name will be changed to Desdemona.And in order for you to break your curse and be free from either heaven and hell you must find out who you ARE,but you will not be able to remember things from your past life,you will have to figure it out..-" "shut up" i cut God off."JUST.DAMN.ME.TO.EARTH.already!" i bit out."she's a monster,my lord"i heard one of god's stupid angels whispered."Is there something you want to say to my face,before I tear you apart limb by limb with my extremely sharp fangs?"i growled at the angel.he whimpered back in fear."correction.it's a beautiful monster,I'm a beautiful monster,you hear me you twat?!" i added"enough." God butt in,then my feet was surrounded by black mist and it was slowly covering my whole body,I raised my two middle fingers up and said."Fuck you,fuck you,fuck you,Fuck you,fuck you,fuck you.." *thousands of fucks after* "...And Fuck you." i said lastly to God and all to the other angels,as the black mist teleported me to.. yeah you guessed that right! earth! I am now wearing a midnight violet cloak.."It's time to play" i snickered under my breathe.