What the Heart Wants

Chapter 3- It's a Deal

Stepping out of the bathroom after taking a shower, I felt a little bit better about my situation. I had a roof over my head, friends that cared about me, and food in my belly thanks to Ronnie cooking hamburgers that night. I walked down the stairs dressed in my coffee pajamas with a small hand towel drying my damp hair. In the living room were my two room mates sitting on the sofa watching TV. They smiled and turned the TV off when they saw me. "Come sit down, baby girl. We need to talk." Ronnie said, patting the sofa between him and Andy.

"Am I in trouble already?" I asked, fearfully. Ronnie shook his head and laughed.

"No, silly girl. We just want to talk to you. That's all." I nodded and walked over to the sofa and slipped into the spot between them. They both readjusted themselves so they were facing me and I could see both of their faces. I waited patiently as I dried my hair.

"I know last night we talked a little bit about you being a little and never having a Daddy." Ronnie said, catching my attention immediately. I blushed and he smiled. "Andy ad I have shared a little before, and we want to share you, if you'll have us. Now, don't answer right away. We want you to hear us out first." I nodded and waited. "You see, Andy and I share a lot of things, always have since we were little, and you will be no exception. So, if you don't think you can handle being with both of us, we need to know here and now before anything goes any further."

"What Ronnie means is, if don't think you can handle having two boyfriends at once, our relationship wouldn't work." I frowned and looked down at my lap. That was true. I had to be very sure of my abilities to proitize both of them in one relationship without giving one more attention over the other. Could I really do that? It was easy for them, they had experience in dating the same girl, plus they were best friends. Surely that meant they got along smoothly in a relationship, right?

I looked up at both of them and blushed. "I want to do this. I want to... belong to both of you." My face heated up with my words as my heart picked up speed. My words were shy but true. I wanted them to own me, body and soul. I wanted them to smother me in attention, to discipline me if I needed it, and even if I didn't need it. I wanted them. Together.

Ronnie and Andy smiled at each other and then smiled at me. "Be careful what you say, little one. We may just hold you to those words." My breath hitched in my throat and my inner thighs pooled with arousal. I hoped they would hold me to them. I shivered and Ronnie lifted my chin. "Was that from the cold, or were you thinking of something in particular?" My lips parted as my eyes looked away from his face. I couldn't look at him in the eyes. He was so damn attractive and no, that wasn't a shiver from the cold. I had been thinking of them both holding me against their bodies. Their naked bodies.

My face turned redder and he smirked. "You're so easy to read, princess." he said, his smirk looking so delicious on his face as he looked down at me. "Tell me what you were thinking about that just turned those pretty little cheeks of yours so red." I took in a shocked breath and stared at him in awe. Did he really expect me to tell him?! "Well?" I guess he did.

"I...."I swallowed a lump in my throat as my heart beat picked up speed. "I just imagined.... you and... A..."

"Papa." Ronnie corrected me before I could get Andy's name out. I bit my lip as I looked at Andy. It was now or never. If I was going to do this, then this was my test. They were giving me my opening right here.

"Papa...You and Papa were... holding me against you both.... while you were...." My face burned hot as I fought to get the last word out. I took in a shaky breath. "...Naked." I whispered and hide my face in my hands. Ronnie chuckled.

"Naughty little girl." he said, lifting my hands away and smiling down at me. "Do you think like that often?"

"No." I lied. He raised an eyebrow and I turned redder. "Sometimes.." He smiled.

"Good. I like naughty little girls." I pulled my feet up onto the sofa and tried to shrienk away, but Ronnie pulled me onto his lap. "Don't try and hide, baby girl. You're making Daddy very happy."

Andy, who had been silently watching, scooted closer, and brushed hair out of my face. "Keep in mind, little one. You have all the power in these relationships. People think Dom's have all the say, but it's really you. If you safeword, everything stops. So, lets talk safewords." I nodded. I already knew my safeword.

"It's red, Papa." He smiled.

"I'm very proud of you for knowing it so easily, baby girl. That's wonderful." I smiled.

"Thank you, Papa."

"You've had a long day, princess. Can Papa tuck you into bed?" I nodded, feeling tired and horny, especially feeling Ronnie's buldge pressing against my bottom as he held my wrists. The two men shared a look that went unnoticed by me as I waited for Ronnie to let me go. Andy stood up and held his arms out to me. I blushed. Did he really think he was going to carry me? I know I was only four foot eleven, but come on!

Blushing, I turned my head to Ronnie, who released my wrists. "Will you come tuck me in too, Daddy?"

"I'll be up in a little while, baby girl." I nodded and turned back to Andy, who picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried me upstairs to my room. Hugging his neck, I laid my head against his shoulder and breathed in his scent.

"Papa, I'm not that tired." I said, even though i was a little sleepy.

"Just try and go to sleep, ok, princess." I frowned.

"Ok, Papa." He carried me to my bed, pulled back the sheets, and laid me down. Covering me up, he sat down beside me and smiled down at me. "You had a long day and I'm sure it was overhwelming. Rest. Tomorrow will be better." Leaning down, he pressed his lips to mine and kissed me softly, awakening my arousal once more before he left the room. I watched him close the door a fraction before he walked away. I lay in bed thinking about everything that had happened today, and wondered where I had put my pacifier. I could really use it right now.

Sitting up in bed, I looked around my pillow and stuffed animals, where I usually kept it, but couldn't find it. "What are you looking for, baby girl?" Ronnie's voice startled me, and I jumped.

"My paci." He smiled and walked over to the bed, kneeling down and coming back up with my pacifier. I smiled. "Thank you, Daddy." He pulled it free from its container and exaimined it. It was a regular adult pacifier with a purple guard. Nothing fancy or special.

"Do you use your paci often?" he asked, sitting on the bed beside me. I nodded. "Does it make my little girl feel little?"

"Yes."I blushed red and looked down shyly.

"Then use it as often as you want, princess." Holding it out, I opened my mouth and he slipped it between my lips. I closed my mouth around it and began sucking on it softly, my eyes looking up at him shyly. He smiled. "You look so precious."

"Tank chu." I said around the nipple of my pacifier, which caused him to chuckle.

"Now lay down for Daddy. I want to cuddle you." Smiling, I scooted down in bed and watched as he climbed into bed with me, opening his arms for me to climb into, which I did. I scooted close to him and laid my head on his chest, slipping my leg between his, and wrapped my arms around his middle as he got comfortable and wrapped his arms around me; resting his chin on my head. Closing my eyes, I relaxed against him and soon drifted off to sleep.