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When should a person know when to stop? When the person he/she loves pushes him/her away? When he/she runs out of words to say? For me, it's not that easy to stop loving. It would take months, years or even centuries to get over someone you love. How could someone unlove or unfeel everything in an instant? For me if you love someone, fight for him, pull him closer to you, don't wait for anything to be the reason why he'll come back to you thus be the reason, you, yourself would be enough. We lasted for 11 months. Yup, almost but not quite. I don't understand why it seemed very easy for him to move on. To accept the changes. To end what we had. That if what we had was real, how could he be fine. I did everything to save our relationship. But I guess I was too late. Or maybe the timing was wrong. Maybe our love wasn't destined to last long. I loved him. I loved him so much but I guess I wasn't what he wanted. I wasn't enough. Never been, never was, never will be. It was the x to the os.