RM - Expensive Girl
"Take it off now girl just take it off
I'm a master, baby with your bra
Take it off now girl just take it off
I can help you slide those panties off"
Namjoon sat on his bed staring at the comments people were making about 'Expensive Girl'. His brain quivered, feeling taunted. The same way Armies never let him live it down, neither did the other members. Whenever the opportunity arose, they made jokes about what he sang in the song.
The truth is, he really did mean what he was saying at the time, or at least he thought so. But now, the thought of doing the things he mentioned in the song had only become more absurd. He didn't want to be gay. He knew it was wrong. But he couldn't help the feeling that only guys would ever truly satisfy him.
Sure, he could flirt with girls and make it a big thing in front of the camera, but when those cameras turned off, he was a whole different person, and the only people he flirted with were his bandmates. He loved them; each in different ways, of course. Oh what he wouldn't give to be in a relationship with Kim Seok-jin. But he knew it would never happen. After all, Jin was straight, right? And their relationship would be far from it...
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Expensive Girl | Namjin
FanfictionIn which a gay man released a song that greatly overcompensates for his sexuality... and now the guy he's in love with thinks he's straight. CONTAINS: - Internalized Homophobia