Twisted Reality

Curiosity [20]

Alex's POV:

I still can't come to terms with what happened earlier. Savannah actually said she loves me, it's strange to me. I've dated before but I've never dated girls, I've have sex with girls but never dated them, and in all honestly I don't think I've ever loved before so to me this is fucking terrifying, I honestly think this is what love feels like. I don't know how to tell my mom. I mean I don't want to tell her that Sav and I are kind of.. Seeing each other until I've told my mom I'm gay, or at least half gay. Maybe she shouldn't be the first person I tell about this, she has too much on her plate I don't want to disappoint her even more. I'm just going to have to explain to Savannah that I want to keep it to ourselves as much as we can for the time being.

"What's up babe?" I jumped as I was pulled out of my day dream. I turned around and looked at her sitting on the countertop. I walked over to her and stood in between her legs as I gave her a reassuring smile. I placed a kiss on her shoulder blade as I wasn't tall enough to reach her lips whilst she was sitting up there. "Nothing. Just thinking." She raised an eyebrow and shot me a confused look. "About?"
How do I say this.. "Well. I had a little think and please hear me out, I want to keep this on the down low at the moment, I mean were not actually dating but if we were, or even if were not.. I want to wait to tell my mom. I haven't even told my mom I'm into girls yet and want to tell her about us after I come out to her. I can totally understand if this doesn't make sense to you and if you want to stop seeing me but I-" She cut me off by giving me a peck on the lips. "I understand, whatever you're comfortable with" I didn't mind being like this with her right now because were home alone so.. It's not like anyone will see. I smiled and looked down at the floor. I felt her body against mine as she slid down off of the countertop. She slid her hands into the back pocket of my jeans and used that tactic to pull me closer to her. She gave me a flirty smile which made me smile even more. As she pulled me even closer to her she connected her lips to my neck and quickly found my sweet spot. I let out a small moan and bit my lip. This girl honestly checks all the boxes for me. "You're so cute!" She squealed and wrapped her arms around my neck and pushed her lips against mine. I felt her smile in the kiss and it made me do the same. As the kiss intensified I ran my hands down down the front of her stomach capturing every detail and pushing her harder into the counter. She took my hands in hers and moved my hands to her lower back then ran her fingers through my hair. The second this make out session couldn't get any more heated the front door slammed shut. Savannah and I both jumped backwards and immediately landed ourselves in opposite sides of the kitchen, just in time.

"Hi baby!" My mom said as she came into the kitchen. I saw Savannah fix her hair and tuck her shirt back in, looking very fucking obvious. "And hello Savannah" she looked back and forth between us both. "Hi Demi"
"Hey Mom, we were just um.." I froze.
"Tidying, well about to" Savannah cut in and I let out a heavy breath of relief.

"Hey nugget and nuggets.. Friend" Marissa laughed as she stood behind my mom and winked at me. I looked away without saying anything. She was definitely curious to say the least, I feel like she can read minds.
"Can I talk to you a sec baby girl?" My mom asked. Oh shit.
I followed her into the sitting room and sat on the seat opposite her.
"When do you wanna go back to school sweetie? It's no rush or no pressure but I just want to know roughly, whenever you're ready." As much as I hate the school talk I'm so thankful were not talking about anything else.
"Well.. I was thinking starting back Monday"
"That's tomorrow, are you sure?" She put her hand on my knee and didn't take her eyes off of mine. "I'm sure Mom, honestly it'll do me good" I put my hand on top of hers and gave her a reassuring smile. She grabbed me around the waist and pulled me onto her knee. She began pecking me on the side of my head faster than a fucking woodpecker. Not going to deny, it didn't even annoy me I love her so much and couldn't help but laugh.

Marissa's POV:

I was stuck in a room with Savannah, just us two. She's facing the sink pretending to be on her phone so she clearly doesn't have to be involved in conversation with me. I think she thinks I know something, which I'm sure I do. I'm pretty sure there's something going on between her and Alex. I walk over to the kettle and start to boil the water. "Coffee?" I ask her, trying my best to find a conversation starter.
"Um.. Yeah okay" she smiled.
The kettle boiled and I began to pour the water into the mug. "So Savannah.. Do you have a boyfriend?" I asked without looking at her.
"No." She said confidently and laughed.
"Do you take cream?" I asked.
"No thanks." I turned around and handed her the coffee. I leaned against the counter and took a tiny sip of my drink. "Why don't you have a boyfriend?" I tried to be as intimidating as I could, not in a horrible way, but a way to make her spill the information.
"Why don't you have a boyfriend?" She said back to me. Damn she's good.
"I didn't say I didn't. Maybe I have a girlfriend." I said.
"You're gay?!" She shouted in surprise, giving me the biggest shock causing me to almost spill my coffee everywhere.
"No way, I'm straight as hell I just wanted to see how you'd react." I laughed. "So. You can't just not have a boyfriend, especially you." I said, in hope she finally fucking says something.
"It's possible." She laughed and took a sip of her drink.
"It's not.. What about a girlfriend? Am I on the right lines?" I questioned.
I saw her scratch the back of her neck, clear sign of nervousness right there.
"No.." She replied, she's clearly nervous.
"Are you into anyone?" I asked once more.
"What's with the 20 questions?" She furrowed her brows and took a bigger sip of her drink.
"Curiosity." I said as I walked past her and skimmed her shoulder.