stray kids x reader

Chan x f!reader 🟡

Being friends with stray kids was really fun, you got to spend most of your time seeing them working on new songs and working out since they were really busy, but you didn't care.

You were proud of them to say the least, you were attached to all of them since you all met. It was thanks to Felix actually that you got to meet this awesome group, you were really good childhood friends.

You two were born in Australia and when he joined stray kids he had to make you meet Chan first, the other Australian in the group, then Hyunjin, his new best friend and on like that. 

They were all really kind and friendly, you had a soft spot for everyone, Felix to start with, but you particularly set your eyes on someone... Channie.

Oh Chan, how? You really don't know when this started or how but one thing is sure.. You loved that man with all your heart. You loved the way he danced and singed, you loved the way he was always working, so dedicated and addicted, you loved the way he took care of all his teammates, you loved the way he smiled and laughed at everything and you loved the way he looked and stared at you.

He was a dream come true, but you really didn't know how you could let him know about your feelings..

You actually weren't the shy type, always open to any kind of conversation, sensual or not, but when it came to chan and your feelings, you got stuck, bottom lip between your teeth wanting to say something, but you simply couldn't...

What was going on with you in those moments?

Even Chan himself wasn't sure if you were ok, because when you tried telling him your feelings you always stuttered, ears red fuming with embarrassment, looking at the ground insecure. All of this was really out of your character.

You talked about this to Felix and his answer actually shocked you: "I know you like him y/n, we actually all kinda do."

"WHAT?! YOU ALL KNOW? How is this possible?!" "You are really obvious you know? You just carelessly look at him working out or working with heart-eyes.". You didn't really know you were acting that way..

What if Chan figured it out? "W-wait if I was THAT obvious.. Do you think Chan figured it out? What am I gonna do if he knows? He probably thinks i'm stupid, I shouldn't have sta-" "y/n calm down, jesus christ. He is just as dumb as you don't worry."

"I am NOT dumb, in fact my grades were better than yours in high school" You said with a smirk on your face trying to change the subject, "Yeah, smart enough to not notice Chan's feelings"

Your eyes went wide-open "Yeah s-sure, as if he really liked me" you tried calming yourself down, thinking Felix was just joking... But why would he joke about this... C'mon there's no way Chan is really into you, Felix was just joking.

The next days you were really careful, looking at Chan's movements without trying to look suspicious, you needed to know if Felix was actually right.

He didn't look suspect to you, even if sometimes you catched him looking at you, but only for a really small amount of time, just as if he was scanning the room and on the same moment you looked at each other...

Yeah, that's probably the case.. it was just a coincidence.

- THE DAY AFTER -

"Hey guys, since in a week there's halloween, and we're not really aloud to go outside of JYP during festivities, would you like to have a party all together?" Changbin said.

Your eyes lit up, a spark of joy in them as you exclaimed:"OMG YES! We can do a sort of dance platform in the living room and someone in here can do the DJ, I'll prepare snacks and everything, everyone is going to dress up as something. PLEASE ITS GONNA BE AMAZING!"