Insanity

chapter one: i saw him in my dreams

I stabbed him, I stabbed dr sylveon after he killed mudkip. There was two bodies in the room and im the cause of one of them, im gonna be sick I-,
I wake up
'Another dream about m..m...uh..him' I whisper to myself, I don't even have time to check how late it is before I hear something, 'boo' i hear behind me and I don't dare to look back because I know that voice. 'I know your awake ches, answer me, we both know im here' the familiar voice says. 'No..your just my imagination..I must still be dreaming..haha..' I reply quietly but terrified knowing this was no dream, I close my eyes tight and I suddenly feel a big push and I see that I am on the floor. Tepig comes running in the room 'ches? I heard a big thud, what's going on?' I hug him tightly as tears fall 'he..m..m..he was here and..!' I say in a panic I was terrified.

'chespin..I...he's dead chespin he couldn't of..you know its common to see the person your mourning we talked about this' tepig replied. I was furious 'he was! You have to believe me and stop calling me insane!' I said angrily. 'Hey woah chespin I wasn't calling you insane I just..' He then sighed 'how about trying to go back to sleep ches? Its like 3am' he said, I felt kinda bad since I could tell he was tired 'okay yeah sorry..' I said guilty. He hugged me and went back to his room and I lay back in bed but I felt HIS presence again 'that wasn't too nice y'know..?' I quietly said he then replied 'ches?? Wonder where he got that from.' I sighed and shrugged then closed my eyes, I was exhausted 'you ruined my life you know. I got sent to prison because of you and your stupid girlfriend' I hugged my pillow tighter than I was before I felt really guilty even if he was a murderer he was still my best friend and I..I betrayed him! 'I..I didn't want this...I just wanted you to get better feel better..' I say while the pillow absorbs my tears.

'You've made my life worse! Im a ghost now, you killed me!' He says angrily I then break down 'I know I did! I feel guilty every single day! I cry about it almost every waking minute because of how guilty I feel! Mudkip I care about you! Your my best friend and I've missed you every single day! My family thinks im going insane because of how upset I've been!!' I laugh 'fuck their even debating sending me away somewhere because of how depressed I've been! I heard them!' I start laughing and sobbing at the same time. Mudkip was taken aback by my words 'c..ches, I..' He then disappeared and I cry myself to sleep.