Learn me how to love -wandanat

Chapter 7

Hi guys new chapter again!! I feel like it's a little fast but I hope you still like the story!!

NATASHA POV:

I woke up feeling someone on top of me. I opened my eyes and saw the girl who've been occupying my mind since a few days.

I feel so happy with her and I really like her. But I can't help myself. My mind keep telling me that I don't deserve to be happy. I don't deserve to be loved.

I quickly get up and put training clothes. I go downstairs in the training room and start punching on the bag.

More I punch, more flash back of my life come through me. The red room, my sister, my mom, my fake parents... my entire life, my worst memories, my worst nightmares.

I have tears streaming down my cheeks and my hands are bleeding. I feel a hand on my shoulder making me jump.

"Nat?" I turn around seeing Wanda looking confused and concerned. I'm in a sort of trance I feel like my head is spinning and I can't breath.

"Natasha? Listen to me" I look at her panicked "W-Wanda" she puts her hands on my cheeks "breath nat. Breath with me okay? 1...2...3" we continue like this for a few minutes until I calm down.

"Are you feeling better?" I nod slowly, she takes my hand and lead me towards her room. She goes in her bathroom and take the med kit. She starts to heal my hands. Nobody is talking and I'm glad.

She finish treating my hands and look at me "do you want to talk about it?"

"I'm sorry Wanda. Yesterday was a- a mistake. I don't deserve you, I- I'm a monster and you're... you're just perfect, I don't deserve to be loved and I don't want to hurt you" I ramble with tears in my eyes.

"Nat. Stop saying that you're an monster. You were forced to be in the red room it wasn't your choice they did this to you. And yet you're here now. You save peoples lives and help them. You're a better person Natasha and I want to be with you because you're you. You're so perfect and you could never hurt me. I'm not scared about that because you care so much for me since I'm here and I messed with your mind. You don't judge people on their mistakes so why are you so hard on yourself? You deserve to be happy nat, you deserve to be loved" she ramble so sincerely. I can see in her eyes that she wants to try with me. She wants to love me.

"I- I really want to kiss you right now" I said. It's the only thing I can say, I'm so grateful to have her.

"Well you have to wait for the date" she said teasingly. "Let's go on a date tonight" I instantly asked "okay" she said laughing at my excitement.

We spent the afternoon together watching movies, cooking, laughing and just getting to know each other.

WANDA POV:

At 6pm we go on our separate ways to get ready for the date. I'm really excited right now but also really stressed. I mean I know there's no need to freak out but it's my first date. And it's with Natasha romanoff. I'm lucky.

I shower, put a cute black dress on and do my makeup and hair.
At 8pm someone knock on my door, I open it reveling Natasha.

« Wow » we said at the same time making us laugh « you're gorgeous wands » she spoke first making me smile shyly « thanks you look amazing as well »

She takes my hand and we leave the compound. We take one of stark fancy car. We drive during 20 minutes until we arrive at a cute park isolated with a lake.

The sunset is literally amazing, it reflects on the lake and it's beautiful.

She takes a bag and we go in front of the lake. She puts a blanket on the grass and we sit down.

« Natasha Romanoff the famous black widow a romantic who would have thought? » I said teasing her.

She laugh « there're a lots of things you don't know about me Maximoff » she answered with a wink.

She pulls food out of the bag and we start eating while watching the sunset. « It's really beautiful, it reminds me of sockovia » I said softly thinking about the country where I grow up.

« Where did you grow up before the red room? » I asked her curiously « I grow up in Ohio with my parents and my sister » she said with a nostalgic smile « can you tell me about your sister? »

« Her name is yelena, she's so funny and always sarcastic. When we were young she loved to do the bridge in gymnastics, she said that we can see the world upside down » she explained laughing at the memory.

« Do you know where she is now? »
« no I don't. Probably dead »
« Don't say that Natasha, you took down the red room, she must be safe now »

« Maybe safe but alone » she said looking down.
« Im sorry, do you wanna talk about something else? » I said putting my hand on her thigh, she nodded and we started talking about my training. I've been training everyday with her during 2 hours and lets say that it's not something easy.