✧ 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝-𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 ✧ [ 지민 ]

- 𝟙. 𝕦𝕟𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕖𝕘𝕪𝕠 -

[ Y/N pov ]

"JiMiNaH saRaNGhaE!!" i shouted standing in front of the tv to get the boys' attention.. but none among the 7 boys budged.. not even my bestie.. wtfuck! "BLOODY SHIT!" i shouted and went to my room and locked my self in there..

why wouldn't i get any attention! my aegyo is pretty cute and the 6 boys came over even when i didn't want to have anyone over.. its a sunday! OH FUCK ITS A SUNDAY! HOMEWORK! OMG!

i ran towards my desk took out all the books and completed my homework.. we had so much i wonder how Haru plans to complete it.. oh yes.. when me and jimin were kids.. i used to call him haru, chim or chimchim.. depended on my mood.. unless im angry when i call him by his name.. hah!

i looked at the clock.. it was 8.30.. these boys would starve but not make food for themselves unless Jin oppa scares them... i contemplated about whether i should go put or not since i had stormed out of the living room like that.. but my grumbling stomach shouted a yes.. so.. yes it is!

i slowly walked to the kitchen to see jin oppa cooking and the other.. as usual playing.. i went to jin oppa to help him out a bit..

"your aegyos quite cute y'know?"

"what really? but these idiots don't even look at me tsk!"

"that was when you were there... you should've seen what happened after you went in your room.." he smiled.. what had happened?

"what happened?"

"they were talking about how cute you acted and then how cuter you looked when you got angry... even if they don't pay attention to your aegyo doesn't mean you hate the. you know.."

"yeah yeah whatever" with that i went to dining table to set up the plates.. just then someone tripped me.. but when i was about to fall i was scooped and saved.. i knew who it was.. my chim.

"hey where were you? didn't see you after that unwanted aegyo of yours"

"what do you want?" yeah... i was acting cold.. i hated him for not giving me attention

"yah yah don't be cold.. you know i hate it!" "so what! i too hate it when i don't get your attention!" FUCK why did i say that!

"ohmYgOD y/n-ie wants chim's attention?" "yes! at least for my aegyo!"

"demanding much?" "of course" we both laughed at our stupid bickering.. its been on since we were kids.. thats how we grew and our relation grew stronger..

[Timeskip]

we all were done with our dinner.. jin oppa, yoongi oppa, namjoon oppa and jhope oppa being a year elder to us had to leave because they had an important class tomorrow which they couldn't miss at any cost... taehyung and jungkook decided to stay over since we all were in the same class, they had to complete their homework.. and in general they were lazy asses.

our small apartment had only 2 rooms, one for chim and one fore me.. when ever taehyung and jungkook stayed over, they'd sleep in chim's room and he would sleep with me in mine..

blankets were given and just as the two boys fell on the bed they went into deep slumber.. playing video games must really be tiring.. at least for the eyes.. tHey jUsT dOn'T bLinK!

after that Haru came in my room with his white comforter and pillow and sat on the bed while i was just tidying the dining table.. maybe after a minute or so i returned..

We both sat with our head on the headboard looking at the ceiling until chim broke the silence..

"y/n-ah~" i hm-ed.. "why did you name me Haru.. what does it mean?"

i luaghed at his question.. i knew he'd ask me about it but didn't know he'd ask me after 14 years

"Haru in means sunlight or spring time.. since my favourite season is spring and favourite person is you.. i named you Haru.. it even means sunlight.. and you know how i used to get bullied back in kindergarten.. that time you saved me and became my light.."

by the time i ended i had a smile on my face and he was looking at me.. feeling the intense gaze i looked at him too.. he looked at me with awe which just made me smile brighter..

that's all it took him to pull me into a hug.. we stayed like that until Haru fell asleep in my arms and slowly loosened his grip around me.. i tucked him into his blanket, made myself comfortable and switched off the lights.. i felt Haru hold my hand under the blanket.. i smiled looking at him.. though it was dark i knew he was facing me and sleeping.. it was his habit. i held his hand tighter and fell asleep..

i'm living just because he's a ray of hope and light in my life.. but i can't hide it from him anymore.. if he gets to know from someone else.. he'll never forgive me

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