✧ 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝-𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 ✧ [ 지민 ]

- 𝟝. 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕥𝕙 -

[ author pov ]

the next day of school was a screw up.. guilt kept eating her.. jimin freaked out at the thought of y/n leaving him and y/n was fed up of hiding the truth from jimin which has been bothering her for months..

jimin tried asking her what the matter was... but she just went home half day without answering.. he was worried sick but let her go home.. maybe she needed rest..

little did he know what was coming up in the evening..

[ y/n pov ]

i got home and immediately changed my clothes, the uniform was suffocating me. i got myself a glass of lemon water and sat on the couch.. my mind was clouded with the thoughts of telling Haru the truth.. what he would say, what i would say.. what would he do.. how will he react, the list went on.. i didn't realise it had been an hour since i sat down and neither did i find a way to talk to him nor drink the water.. but i had to tell him at any cost.. maybe after dinner.
it was around time for him to come home, DING DONG. there.. he's come.

[ author pov ]

jimin smiled as soon as the door opened but his smile wasn't returned.. he saw an anxious looking y/n. he was about to say something but by then y/n went into the kitchen to prepare dinner. he wanted to take a bath but decided to do it after dinner since he was really hungry.. y/n made kimchi fried rice.. they both sat together but y/n was extremely quite, that ticked off jimin. he was about to talk when y/n got up, washed her dish and went into her room.
jimin was totally frustrated at her and wanted to talk to her.. he decided to go take a shower and then talk to her.

[ y/n pov ]

i'm confused about why I'm acting so weird.. unusually quite.. but whatever.. i have to tell him now.. its NOW or never. i could hear the shower running so he's taking a bath.. i wiped of some tears which had dropped unknowingly and stood in front of the bathroom waiting for Haru to come. after a few minutes he came out..
"yah! were you crying? are you okay? did anyo-" "come, i'll dry your hair for you"
i held his hand and took him to my room.. i was nervous. DEAD NERVOUS.
i sat on the edge of my bed with his towel in my hand while he sat on the floor with his back facing me.. that made it easier for me since he wouldn't see my face.. and i wouldn't see his either.
"ahm.. i h-have to t-tell you something.." "sure go on..."
i let out a shaky breath before starting..
"there's something i have hidden from you about my life for a couple of months, i didn't mean to but i didn't want you to worry.." "tell me what it is." he sounded firm.. and i'm scared.
"a-ah well.. you know my dad-" "did he do something to you?"
"well... okay i'll just get to the point. he asked my mom for a divorce. he didn't tell anyone.. and now he keeps bothering me with texts and calls which i don't answer. he does some fake dramatic shit which has made me mentally stressed.. i can't concentrate at all..like before though it was my mom and me... dad at least existed. now he just cut all relations. i wanted to tell you this long back but i just c-couldn't... i didn't want you to worry about me.. i-"
before i knew he got up from the ground, sat beside me and pulled me into a tight embrace.i didn't realise but i was crying.. i hugged him back while i soothingly creased my back.. after a few minutes he pulled out.
"can you show me his texts?" i nodded and handed my phone to him.. he scrolled through my texts and i knew he was pissed at dad.
"why didn't you tell me?" "i don't know.. i just felt i could handle it.. i just-"
"look, its okay..im not mad at you. but im thankful you told me this yourself before i heard from someone else.." "hm.. guilt was killing me and i just wanted to tell you.. it was a burden for all this while"
"is this why you've been down and distracted lately?" i nodded while he sighed.. i felt sad but relieved that he wasn't angry on me.. and at last i told him everything..
"how many people know about this?" "you, me, mom.. that's all i know"
he nodded and slowly creased my cheek with a faint smile on his lips..
"promise me you'll never hide anything else from me... and i promise to tell you everything too and protect my angel from devils like him... just be with me.." i smiled..
"yes.. i promise you to do so and thank you.. i'll always be with you no matter what. and don't worry.. i haven't hid anything else from you.."
"good girl! now let's go to bed. i'm sleeping here by the way!"
"yah! you have your own bed don't you!" 'yes.. but i wanna sleep with you tonight"
he said with a wink.. WITH A WINK! OHMYGOSHNSHSBSN
"yeah okay.. now sleep"

we soon got tucked into bed.. i turned off the lights and felt a hand hold me around my waist.
"what are you doing?" "holding and hugging you"
"mhm... good night Haru.. thank you so much for understanding me"
i turned around and hugged him.. he chuckled and hugged me back..
"anything for you.. now don't stress.. i'm always there when you need me. don't keep things to yourself.. okay?" "yes hehe"
i turned back around to sleep..
thank god he isn't mad and things went smoothly. hope life gets back on track soon.

he's the only one who understands me as is.. what would i have done without him..

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