✧ 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝-𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 ✧ [ 지민 ]

- 𝟠. 𝕚𝕥'𝕤 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 -

[ y/n pov ]

i woke up as soon as my alarm went off.. i tried to sit up but i felt a hand wrap around my wait tighter and pull me down.. i knew it was haru.. i decided to give up and tucked myself back into bed and stay in the position we slept in... i could feel him snuggle his face in the crook of my neck while gently patting my head..

as i laid down besides him i though of all the things we did together.. he did things couples did but just didn't name it dating.. how even could we anyways?

[ flashback ]

"how about this y/n-ie.. we do all the stuff couples do but never name it.. no feelings attached?" said 10 year old haru.. "um.. maybe?" said y/n "aye don't worry i still love you!" haru said while pecking y/n's cheek.. she smiled and hugged him..
-

after thinking a lot.. i came to the conclusion that i did have feelings for him.. maybe a bit too much. yeah i love him.. as much as i want to deny it i can't... but i can't tell him that, but i can't keep it to myself either.. i had to tell someone.. well let's see... all the 6 boys love me to death and i know that... i can tell anyone but maybe i'll first open up to taehyung and jungkook.. we being almost the same age maybe it'll be easier for me..?

just as i was thinking i felt haru rise above a bit to see me awake.. "morning boo" he said in his raspy voice.. yeah i melted.. "morning haru".. since he was awake and we had to get ready for school i decided to get up but just then haru pulled me down again.. "what?" i asked.. "a hug and a poppo" "yaH!" "pwease y/n-ieee" he was doing his aegyo.. so yeah i cuddled with him for some time and pecked his cheek before smiling at him and getting out of bed for school..

i soon washed up and went to the kitchen to cook something.. i made some kimchi friedrice when i felt someone back hug me.. the scent being to familiar i didn't flinch.. i patted his head as he kept holding onto me tight..

after i was done we packed our bags and headed out for school.. on the way we met the boys and we all went together... we were all near our lockers when i approached taehyung and kookie.. "um.. guys.. i-" "something's been running in your mind huh?" taehyung asked, "well yeah sort of... i felt kinda burdened not telling anyone so i thought i could at least tell you two.." "sure! maybe after first class we can bunk and talk on rooftop?" jungkook suggested "yeah works!" with that i smiled and walked towards haru..

"what happened?" he asked concerned.. "oh nothing much..just wanted to talk to them.. let's go noww" i said dragging him into class with me.. the class being literature was quite boring for me..i just looked out of the window and waited for the class to end. just when the bell rang i stood up and so did the 2 boys, i was about to leave when chim held my hand "where?" he asked.. "rooftop.. i wanna talk to tae and kookie.. don't worry i'll be back by next class" i smiled and went towards the door with the 2 boys ahead of me..

[ rooftop ]

when i reached tae and kookie were already sitting on the bench.. i entered closing the door behind me.. that caused some squeaky noise and the boys looked at me.. i smiled and they patted the seat next to them for me to sit.. i had to tell them.
y/n : so yeah, i called you both because i had to tell you something..
tae : go on.. what is it about?
y/n : erm.. c-chim?
kookie : i guessed that.. so what about him? he be behaving weird or something?
y/n : i love him.
tae and kookie : whatt!
y/n : you guys really surprised or faking that?
tae : welll...... we knew it.. so yeah.. we were faking it.. you know us well huh
y/n : of course but h-how did you know?
kookie : the way you behave with him and that stuff... for the past 14 years!
y/n : well yeah... till now i did think about it.. he made me feel things you know.. i tried to deny it being love, but welps..
tae : ayo y/n-ie, there's nothing to deny in loving someone.. it's okay to fall in love.. it's not in your hands..
y/n : yeah i know but we had promised we would never love each other.. like romantically
kookie : oh c'mon! how old were you back then? 10 right?
y/n : well yeah but still!
kookie : look, you know you love him... but you don't know if he loves you... let's see what happens and we'll help you out don't worry..
tae : yeah... stay positive..
y/n : yeah.. i hope so too.. could you guys tell the other 4 too? i don't wanna hide anything from them..
tae : sure, and if anything happens let us know.. we're just a text away okay?
i stood up and smiled.. i pulled the two up into a hug.. idid feel really better.. i just hope my feelings don't get me into trouble.. ugh

our class was about to get over so we decided to go back down.. as soon as i reached class i sat besides chim.. he looked, i don't know.. mad? was he mad at me? "hey chim what's wrong?" he just continued to scribble in his book.. aish this boy! "chimmm look at meee!!" he didn't so i just put my hands on his cheeks and made him look at me.. i squished his cheeks.. only i can do that to him haha.. "chimmyboo i'm soorry.. just something i wanted to talk to them about.. please don't be mad at me.." he held my hands and put them on my laps.. "i'm not mad but i don't like you going around with other guys without me.." he looks soo cute when he's angry awww "yah! it's just the 8 of us anyways.. i ain't going out with anyone else anyways" "i know.. but still i don't like it!" he said as he huffed up.. still his hands on mine.. i chuckled and said.. "look, get used to it with these guys.. if it's someone else of course you can get angry.. okay?" i said as he smiled and pecked my cheek.. "YAH! WE'RE IN CLASS!" i shouted just when someone from our class squealed "omg jimin just gave y/n a poppo on her cheek omggg!" i felt so embarrassed i got up and ran out of class.. hahah what was i meant to do.. that boy could bear it maybe.. but not me heh

he didn't like to see me with other guys.. not even bangtan... was he jealous.. why? perhaps did he... ohmy-

--