POESIA

constant

I've known you not long.

we talked to each other because maybe you're kind.

I didn't even thought we could be friends.

I knew you for throwing newspaper in my door. 

but then we became close.

I was busy with my fencing.

I always talk about me.

I never knew anything about you.

but you simply always listen on me

One day I was down and mad

you were there to comfort me.

I never knew you were also going through something

we were happy, playing like crazy with school faucets

turning it up and covering the nozzles.

shower was all fun til the security caught us on it

we ran..and ran still playing as if nothing bad was happening

until one day I saw creditors on your door.

blaming, shouting and hurting you.

and to them, you promised you will never be happy.

next day i passed by again at your door

I saw another man there

He asked the landlord where you are.

she told him you work at bookstore.

probably it was another creditor again

I ran to you, hide you for that man is about to come.

You did hide too, until that man went out of the door for minutes

I told you he's gone long enough

Till we went home with ice creams in our hand

it was your treat to me for saving you

but when we arrived at your door you saw a letter.

picked it, dropped and ran mad as you can. 

dropping that ice cream on your hand.

I was confused, so I picked the letter again.

to my shock, it was your dad here then.

wanted to see you, he misses you too.

My heart sank of regrets

ran quick to  bus stops

I need to see your dad too

You cannot lose him because of me.

I ran and ran for hours

with my ruined shoes

I ran bear foot

crying and crying

til you called me from the back

scolded me for wandering around

it was night time, to my relief

I'm glad you saw your dad.

I have a heart of stone

I shouldn't care for you at all

people have always been mocking me

I always fail anyway, and I'm used to it.

I never knew there was an exemption.

I never thought It's going to be you. 

-na hee do's POV  2125