my thoughs.

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|Shes getting on my nerves. I know i would die for her but. Why do i beginn to hate her. I love Volleyball and i love being in the Volleyball-club but. I don't want her to be in it its ruining our fucking friendship. And then when i didn't get the fucking ball she said that she told me it was 'my' ball and she told me that 'I' got the middle on the beginn of the game but like- when?. When tf did u tell me?! Even if u did i didn't hear u so. Don't fucking whisper about shit ok?! Its stressing me that i maybe be the one to ruin our friendship and this might sound selfish but i don't fucking care. i don't, so fucking leave me alone. I fucking hate her even if i love her so much?! What is this feeling called. Idk. And she makes new friendships every. Fucking. Training. And she knows how tf bad i feel. Shes propably the person who understands me the most in the world even before my bsf. I hate this shit so much rn. fuck this|