my thoughs.

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Why. Why. Why. I deserve her?! Ive been nice, kind and sweet to her even if im a fucking bad person?! So why. I knew her longer than this other stupid fucker. I hate it. And then she even talks shit behind my fucking back. Bitch fuck you. Fuck you so fucking much. And fuck her and him too.

I wanna move on. But i can't. My mental health isn't helping me eith this either. I hate myself so fucking much. And im a fucking bad person. Fuck you 'Mahal', 'Kenchin', 'Love', 'Hun' . And u said u love me. You said it .

"Goodnight love you Hun<3❤️" Thats what you texted. I confessed to you and u said u like me back!? I knew you wouldn't. And the worst part is u had a fucking boyfriend. Mean u just wanted to play with my fucking feelings. I knew you since i was born?! And he know you like a half fucking year. So please. Just fucking leave me.

Im gonna get thrown out at the volleyball club, because of you and him and her. Bitch just fuck you. The only reason im alive id because of Luna and Fabienne. I could risk it all. But i won't.