The Simpining

Thorns (PxP)

Puffer has a question, he leaves with tension in his heart.

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Puffer stands outside the house door contemplating whether he goes in or not, he's only here for one reason.

Said reason comes downstairs to greet his roommates and grab a drink, Droid and Grizzy say hello and go back to their movie. Puffer hears them say hello then goodbye and knocks on the door, he breathes deeply while fixing his hair ¨This will go fine, hell he might turn me down but say we can still be friends¨.
¨Ill get it!¨ He hears, breathing once more he waits silently. Droid opens the door ¨Oh hey Puffer¨ puffer does a small smile and says hello back, Droid steps back to let him in. He leads Puffer into the living room "Yo hey puffer" Grizzy says he greets him "Hey guys, is Pezzy home right now?" Grizzy says he's upstairs, the feeling of the house is making his stomach hurt. It feels like he isn't wanted right now, he wants to leave but he told himself he wouldn't. He reaches Pezzy's room and knocks, "come in" pezzy yells "hey pezz," puffer says with a small smile. Pezzy smiles back "so what you here for?" he questions, "Oh I.. uh just wanted to talk with you about something" the feeling in his stomach gets worse with the way pezzy looks at him, it's a mix of good feelings and bad ones. "Alright man, go-ahead" pezzy responds
Here goes nothing he thinks, "Pezzy I'm in love with you, every time I talk with you it makes me happy. You mean so much t-" "Puffer" pezzy cuts him off "No, I... I do not feel the same way, I thought we were just friends I don't-" pezzy trails off and stares at him, puffer can't tell what emotions he's feeling. Can't tell if it's disgust or resentment or just general dislike now that he's poured his heart out to him, he cut him off too didn't even give it thought. It doesn't even matter how either of them feels now, puffer stares with a pained look in his eyes. He slumps his shoulders and puts his hands in his pockets, "Ok, I'm sorry to bother you man" he turns to leave "But we can still be friends, I don't want to stop being your friend" pezzy tries to relive some of the tension on his heart. "It's... yeah we, I can do that" Puffer continues his walk down the stairs, he doesn't say anything to the men in the living room. He just walks out and back to his car, he stares forward and lets the tears fall. He doesn't even feel like making it home.

he just wanted this to work fine