𝕊*𝕩𝕟𝕖𝕣𝕕 | Taejin

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We finish the rest of the pizza together, and as I watch him, so sleepy and crumpled up, I have this one key fucking moment:

I'm in love

I'm for real in love and i can't do anything against it.

I wish it wasn't so, but everything speaks for it. I automatically smile when I see him. I get butterflies in my stomach when he looks at me. He's the first person I've ever wanted to kiss. i want to touch him I can hardly take my eyes off him. I just want him with me.

I'm in love like hell

The problem is that this guy thinks he's straight and he's only doing these things to me for money. I can buy his closeness, but love can't be bought and I don't even tell myself that. I have to try to win his heart in normal ways; but without him noticing how much I've fallen for him.

I can't deal with feelings any more than he can with the idea of ​​not only or not really being into girls.

,,ey Tae'' he suddendly said and showed me an instagram-page. ,,This Baekhyun is really cute. This Blue hair suits him well. Do you think i could text him?'' He asks and I get half a heart attack, but it's my own fault.

,,Sure, text him that I recommended him'' i reply even when i knew that something inside of me just died. ,,why actually?'' I ask and he smiled bright.

,,I would like to find out now if I generally react sexually to men or if you are just an exception.'' He explains and he taps the chat with Baekhyun.

Don't do it....

Baekhyung takes everyone....

,,I've texted him'' he says smiling and my mood is a zero.

But as i said. That's my fault.