When I open my eyes and speak with the sound of my voice, I lie too myself that I am fully healed completely, without knowing or doubting. I wanna think that the impossible is possible. But here I am watching my own body do as it pleases / as I look over it. Sometimes I blame my emotions as a mistake. Often, I am dreaming about not having emotions, it seems lovely to picture and plant this new fond thing in me and become of it. But, a dream is a dream and I'm too stuck in my own world to revolve in other worlds. But, this─ this new thing or person has built a home in and around me and I can no longer contain my emotions, because I am a lovesick person inside a rotting one.Part 01 Love Has Rot. / season one
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Mysterious Skin
FanficI want to swallow you, have you melt into me and flow through my veins. Maddy Perez. ✷ Egology, 2024