Loving you now is going to be hard. Why may you ask? Well, because of what you did! That's a reason and here's another, I like people here and I want to go out with one. So you got a problem? Deal with it! I don't need the bullshit that was there! I don't need this right now because I have my mother to deal with over what we did!! I shouldve said no to going out passed curfew! I want so say so much! You killed the relationship between my mother and me but its not completely your fault! I let you and I knew it was wrong and I didn't care what the consequences were. All I was thinking was that hey I get a night out with him! It was wrong... SO F***ING WRONG! But the shit that I deal with here is enough! I deal with people bulling me and my friends that I made and all the boys asking me for my number and both genders asking me out. So is that enough bullshit? Oh and you can't forget I get treated like shit from my father! And my brother is always wanting to play with his big sister and I have cheer leading to practice for and soccer and color guard (flags at a football game)! I have a lot of stress to deal with here and I don't want to deal with anymore. I'm falling to pieces! Crumbling in the depths of hell! I can't do this... What will happen I wonder... I'm truly sorry but I will always carry that thing that we did with me.
IM SORRY NATHAIN ANDREW ZIMMERMAN
