Im so sorry im not there right this moment so i can hang out with you
Your all i have that keeps me sane
That keeps me going
That keeps me from having a meltdown in front of everyone
There is only one other person to keep me sane n that is my bf
But hes horrible at that
I want my old life back
My only way that i can be non-depressed is to go back to the way that things were
Not how they are now
Is not normal for a young girl to fell so alone
So afraid
SoInsecure about the choices they make
Way they act
Or even walk
Its not like me to feel like i have nobody but my bestieTHIS IS ABOUT MY BEST FRIEND INVISIBLEGIRL890. Thank you for helping me through all the shit that has happened. You are the reason im not dead yet.