Fighting for Love

💚💙Explosive love💚💙

We are finally allowed to leave the hospital room and Lou  and I are settles on the lounge , while the other boys are busy in the kitchen, I look down to see Lou who is curled around my body and my heart is full of joy, this is what I have been waiting for my whole life , to feel this kind of  contentment.
" Dinner's ready boys" Niall yells out .
" Come on baby time to get up and eat".
" No Haz , I don't want to , I want to stay here".
I stand up moving Lou off my body, holding my hand out for him to take.
" But Harry , I am not hungry".
" Louis now".
He jumps a bit at my loud voice and puts his head down in silence, and follows me into the dining room where all the boys are gathered around.
" This looks great thanks guys, Louis over here" I say motioning with my hand for him to sit next to me. "You are sitting next to me".
Louis stand looking at the table were everyone is sitting and moves to the chair furthest away from me .
" Louis come here , you are sitting next to me".
" No I don't want to sit next to you , you are mean" he whispers out.
" Louis can you repeat what you just said"
" I said , I don't want to sit next to you because you are mean" he yelled back at me across the table.
Everyone around the table has stopped eating and their is a deafening silence.
I stand up and make my way over to were Lou is sitting, I bend down after ripping my sling of my arm and pick him up and walk over to were I am sitting and put him on the chair next to me.
" Baby, I don't care if you are angry with me, right now , but your place is always next to me, continue eating everyone"
We pass the food around and join in casual conversation.
" Boss after dinner, I need to update you on business" Zayn saids
I turn to look at Lou, who is playing with his food on his plate.
" Louis you need to eat, come on you haven't eaten anything".
" Harry , I am just not hungry".
" You need to eat, so you can build up your strength and get better Louis" Liam chimes in.
I hear Lou let out a sigh next to me and puts his fork up to his mouth and starts eating, after he finishes a few mouth fulls, he turns to me his face full of anger.
" Happy now"  he yells before he pushes the chair back  and runs out of the room.
" Louis , Louis , get back here" I yell out but I know it has fallen on deaf ears as I hear the door to his room slam shut.
" Boy Boss, he is a feisty one".
" You are going to have your hands full with him".
" Boss, you have to remember Louis is only 18, he has come from a family were no one cared what he did, and then from living on the streets, He is not use to people caring about him, he is use to doing what he wants when ever he wants, it is going to take a bit of adjustment for him to get use to us being in his life".
" Yeah , I Suppose you are right, I will leave him for awhile, how did things go at the warehouse?".
" Yeah good Boss, everything is sorted , Jim took his share and was happy with that.
" How many injured?".
" 32, boss".
" How many lives did we lose?".
" 18 Boss, and Jim lost 28".
" Fuck , make sure you let all the families know that I will give them proper burials , and that they will be provided for".
"I will do Boss".
" I definitely think it was a set up, see if there is any more word on the street, about what went down, Right I am going to find Louis".
" Go easy on him boss".
I make my way down the hall way finding Lou's door and knocking quietly before going in, I look around and I can't see him on the bed, but the wardrobe is a slightly open, I make my way and Crouch down to find Lou in the far back corner, curl into himself.
" Baby, come on , come out"
His puts his tear stain face up to meet mine.
" You yell at me like everyone else does in my life, I thought you were different".
" I am sorry baby, I will try harder, I am just not used to anyone standing up to me, I usually punish anyone who talks to me like that, I am sorry, now come out".
" I just need you to listen to me, I wasn't being defiant , I was just not hungry, I am not use to eating a lot of food, so it doesn't take me much to feel full".
Lou slowly makes his way out and onto my lap , I look into his beautiful blue eyes.
" I will promise to be more patient and listen to you, ok".
" ok"
I stand up with Lou in my arms.
" Now I am totally exhausted and I am heading to bed, do you want to sleep in here or in my bed with me, I am not putting pressure on you, if you want to sleep in your bed that is fine"
I watch on as Louis puts his head down, fidgeting with the bottom of his shirt.
" I want to sleep with you , if that is ok".
" Of course baby, let's go".
I wrap my arm around his waist as we head over to my room, I lead Louis inside and head over to the bed, putting him down as I pull down the black satin sheets and get the bed ready for sleep , I strip of my shirt and pants leaving me just in my boxes.
" Come on baby" I say opening my arms .
I watch on as Lou slowly takes his jeans off .
" I am leaving my shirt on" His eyes meet mine and I see the hesitation he makes his way over to the side of the bed, gently lowering himself next me, I immediately pull him him into me arms and he snuggles in.
He brings his hand up over my shoulder, resting it gently on the covered wound.
" Does it hurt Haz?".
" A little bit I have had worse, it's something I am use to".
I run my hands over his shirt coming  to the hem and slide my fingers across his soft, smooth skin.
I can feel his heart racing.
" Calm down baby, what's got you all worked up?".
" I am just a bit nervous, I have never slept in a bed with someone before".
" It's ok we don't have to do anything baby, I will never pressure you into anything, ok we will take it at your pace, but right now, I am exhausted so let's snuggle down and sleep yeah".
I feel his heart calming down as I place a kiss onto Lou's head.
" Goodnight baby".
"Goodnight Haz".
I wake to warmth surrounded me and I have to think for a minute until I realise that it Lou, who is draped over my body, I look down at him peacefully sleeping , little puffs of air are escaping  his lips.
He looks so beautiful, I think to myself, I am so gone for this boy, he is my strength but also my weakness .
I feel myself getting hard , I try to move Lou over a bit as his groin is pressed against mine, and I don't want to frighten him with my morning wood.
I hear him mumble something as he slowly starts to wake, wiggling his body against mine, a moan leaves  my lips as it feels so good.
Lou looks up at me and I can't control myself,  I must taste him, he looks so sinful waking up from sleep.
I run my tongue over his bottom lip before taking his mouth with mine, his lips are soft and warm .
I move slowly at first testing the water to see how he is going to react , he brings one hand up  and starts running his hands through my hair, I deepen the kiss moving my body so I am covering him between his legs, I feel Lou's breathing pick up and I feel his heart racing.
I pull back slowly to meet his  eyes.
" Is this ok baby?".
His cheeks are flushed , his eyes are sparkling as he nods his head.
I instantly attach my lips to his again.
I feel Lou's other hand exploring my body as he runs his hand up and down my side,  the insides  of my body are exploding, I trying so hard to stay calm, as I know he has never been touched by another man.
I feel him shifting under  me which makes me realise that he is now hard to .
" Haz , Haz I need".
" What do you need baby?".
" I don't know Haz, I have never felt like this before, just touch me please anything".
" I have got you baby".
I press him further into the mattress as I grin against him, our cocks pressed against each other through the thin piece of fabric that lays between us.
I keep up the movement as I kiss Lou with everything I have, every bit of passion in my body, his mouth is releasing sinful moan that  goes straight to my cock which is throbbing for release.
" Haz I feel funny".
" It's ok Lou, just let go baby give in to the feeling".
I quicken my pace grinning harder down on him , I see his back arch as I feel him release , I keep going chasing mine, coming with an earth shaking moan.
If it's this good with clothes on how amazing it is going to be when I  finally take him for good.
I roll over and bring Lou's body onto mine, brushing  his hair back from across his forehead.
" Are you ok baby, Talk to me".
He looks at me with a smile on his  face, his eyes glassy , his checks flushed and he looks truly fucked.
" Wow , is it always like that?".
" No baby , this is only the beginning, there is so much more".
He hides his face against my chest.
" Hey don't be embarrassed baby, its natural to feel like this".
" Haz".
" Yes baby?".
" I am all sticky can we get up?".
I let out a chuckle, I flip us fast , Capturing his body under mine again, giving him another quick kiss on his lips.
" Lets get up, I am going to hit the shower, do you want to join me?".
His eyes become as big as sources.
He starts fidgeting again with the bottom of his shirt.
" Lou its ok if you don't want to , we are going to move at your pace , go have a shower and I will meet you in the kitchen for breakfast.
We each move in our own direction to get ready for the day.
I walk into the kitchen with a smile onmy face.
" Good morning Boss, you look happy this morning, did you have a good night" Naill said with a big grin.
" In actually fact I surly did" I say grinning back.
Zayn and Liam walk in with their arms wraps around each other.
" Morning all, Boss we need to go over a few things this morning, and we have to do our rounds for the week".
I look up as Lou walks in , he  is looking stunning in his skinny black jeans, and a blue shirt, I lick my lips desperate to taste his lips again.
" Morning Lou" everyone greets him at once as he walks over to my side , I wrap my arm around him and pull him in, placing a kiss on his forehead.
We gather around and start off the morning with a breakfast together, I watch as Lou moves the food around his plate again.
" Lou baby please eat something, even just a little bit".
I watch on as he starts eating
" Well done baby".
Once we finish breakfast we move into the lounge room.
" Baby I have some work to do , so you are going to stay here with Niall, he will look after you".
" I don't need a babysitter Harry" he sassy at me.
" Lou I am heart broken, don't you want to hang out and play fifa with me" Niall said
" What is fifa?".
We all look at each other not believe what we hear.
"It's a video game" Niall said not really believing what he just heard.
" What , I  was never been allowed one, I wasn't allowed to have video games, Dad said they were to expensive".
Zayn and I share a look, not believing, what we are hearing.
" Baby , have fun and I will see you later" I place a kiss on his lips, and head out with Zayn and Liam.
" I can't believe his father, fucking chief of police who makes enough cash , he couldn't buy his kid a Xbox, it sounds like he didn't give Lou anything" Zayn said
" I want to know why" I say as my phone start ringing.
" Talk to me, are you fucking serious, we will be there right away"
I let out a sigh of frustration turning to look at everyone.
" Boy's , the police have just raided the club let's go sort this shit out" .