Tomura Shigaraki Thirst

#4

Warning: DDLG, death, failed blackmail
Soulmate Reader, comfort sex as first time

NSFW
Kink list: Daddy kink, feet kink (yours touched not his), 'purity', BJ, cum play, overstimulation

Time: Healing process over, before #2 after #3
*reminder there are multiple storylines!*

You were following your soulmate to what you were told is his throne room. Tomura had for the past week had visited the bed room for a sun of time to get you comfortable with him, often only touching when he strokes your head or yesterday when he ordered you to kiss him. You were so nervous, you only managed to give him a peck, but he was satisfied by it. The only thing was... he had finally come clean about how he has a camera in your room so he sees everything. That creeped you out, but you didn't want to tell him that. The main reason it creeped you out was well... you had 'fun' the night before after he left which may have been why he told you.

Today he wanted you to see why he is who he is. He wanted you to see exactly the kind of person he is by sitting and watching, although once walking into the room it's obvious he didn't expect you to stay awake. He even said you might want one of your blankets and a plushie with you. He had a smaller throne next to his and he told you to sit there quietly, emphasizing on not interrupting. You nodded and got on the smaller throne. It was childish but you liked it... it was still bigger than you and it made it look like you were some pet.

You held onto your plushie the first time someone came in. It wasn't too bad, just an underling updating him on location of rebels last sightings. Tomura sent orders for 'Compress' as he referred to who the underling probably was sent by. What scarred you was around an hour later they brought in two men and forced them down on their knees. One of the men were eyeing you which you didn't like in the least, but the prisoners didn't take long to bark insults.

Then... next thing you know you're hearing Tomura cruelly laugh. His laughter scared you so you held on tight to your plush and you shook as he said "Push the short one forward." The man fought but it was no use. Then, Tomura grabbed him by the throat and you watched his throat begin to crack and he coughed up blood as it spread quickly, soon leaving nothing but blood and ashes...

You knew what he could do... but you never seen what it did to a human at full force. You curled up a little scared and all Tomura did when he saw that... was smirk.

Did he want you scared?

You heard the other call him a bastard but then he said "Don't think for a moment we forgot about you, send him to dungeon number five, Dabi had a bone to pick with this one."

You watched his eyes focus back on you and he made a hand movement. You recognized it, as he often did it when he left you alone in your room late at night... sleep. He was telling you it was okay to sleep...

You didn't understand him at all. Did... did he expect you to be okay with all of this to the point where you can just sleep peacefully on a throne..?

You did try to because it's been hard to read Shigaraki. You can't tell if what he means things as suggestions or orders, so for the safety of your own feelings and self you acted like they were orders. You don't feel safe with him except in sparring moments like when you were half asleep with those drugs.

You liked when he showed he cared without anyone else to watch him. It at least let you know his affection for you wasnt fake.

You did pass out and end up in the bedroom. You immediately jumped up to write in your journal about today. How it made you feel, why it scared you... maybe some doubts. Some doubts connecting to previous ones. Your last session you had spoke about how touching yourself in that room was the first time you touched yourself, mostly because you were always under the impression you'd feel all the pleasure you need from your soulmate... but knowing who it is... Well, you don't think it's safe to have sex or even normal couple things with him. Sure, he give you affection but the safest form has been the gifts. The games, the art supplies... even the clothes and plushies you knew were probably the extinct youll have. Kisses and other things would have to be planned and monitored because he had to stay aware of his hands.