Chapter 18~ Apologies are worthless pt2

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Aaliyah POV

I feel like a fucking asshole. Now I can't fucking sleep because of goddamn pain where I was shot and now I'm bleeding out of my stitches which is really fucking painful.

I went downstairs to see Ivy sitting on the counter eating ice cream.

"You okay?" I think I scared her by the way she jumped when she heard my voice.

"Yea I'm fine I couldn't sleep and holy fucking shit your bleeding out your stitches....out of both." She hopped off the counter and walked towards me.

"Go sit down and tell me where your med kit is please." She looks so cute when she panics.

"Upstairs in the bathroom." She nodded and ran. She is so amazing and I just had to fuck it up like the asshat I am.

"Okay I got a scalpel and stitches and other medical equipment I don't want to ask how you got." She stood in between my legs and began to remove my bandage wrap that was wrapped around my chest and my stomach.

"I don't have anything to numb it darling so I'm really sorry." She cut the the stitches and used the scalpel to reopen the unstitched wound.

"Fuck Ivy."

"I know I'm sorry. Please pass out, Please pass out." She took some type of sponge thing that soaked up the blood then she stitched it again and poured vodka on it,

"What was the vodka for?"

"It's a replacement for alcohol since you have all these medical things but no alcohol to actually disinfect so it works as a saline and other cleaning shit." I chuckled watching her trying to explain.

I don't know what happened but I passed out when she got to my stomach.

"A.....A.....AALIYAH GET UP." I felt tapping on my shoulder.

"Holy shit I thought you died on me. Give a damn warning next time."

"How am I supposed to give a warning be for passing out short person." She looked up at me with a small smile.

"Well since we are up do you want to talk?" I looked at her before I answered.

Ivy POV

"Well since we are up do you want to talk?" I asked her only for her not to say anything but just look at me.

"Well ummm for one I feel so fucking stupid. I did you wrong a you didn't deserve it. You didn't deserve any of it and instead I hurt you badly and I hate that I hurt you." I'm listening to her but the same shit keeps replaying. Her making that bitch moan and call her names pisses me off.

"I don't mean to sound like a bitch but what are you apologizing for exactly because you did two things....you broke our promise and you broke our relationship by cheating so please be very clear on what your apologizing for." I tilt my head to the side and I read her face expression.

"Everything Ivy every fucking thing." She stood up and walked towards me which made me back into the wall.

"I did a terrible ass thing and it was fucked up and I hate myself for it and I'm sorry because I never wanted to see my little person hurt. Ivy....please I fucking love you Ivy Angelas I love you and no one else because my love is only for you." She placed her hand on my cheek wiping the tear that fell.

"God A, you made me cry...damn it." I chuckled and looked at her. I can tell she's sorry and I can tell she's hurt.

"You did a terrible thing but I'm willing to forgive and maybe later on I'll forget."

We just stared in each other's eyes.

"Kiss me A.." she didn't waste no time pressing her lips against mines. Her hand travels to my neck from my cheek and the other one gripped my waist.

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