The Alpha ~ Mikey x Takemichi

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(Who does not get along with self-injury should maybe not read this story. There will be anorexia, smokers/potheads, etc.).

Mikey:

"So you know the crazy guy." I ask him emotionless, although I could cry like such a douche.

"Yeah...you don't have to act like you don't care about anything. If you want to cry, then cry. I know it's hard to cry in front of a stranger. But it's not good to hold back tears." he says nicely.

"TAKEMICHI! What have you done now. Chifuy- oh... uhm hi?" Some blond guy came in and... Fuck! Why is he also taller than me?! Did my mother sleep with a midget?! Or what's wrong? 

"He overdid it! He said something about his dead family! Of course I'll yell at him!" Takemitchy yells.

Shit... I have a headache again... "Bye Takemitchy. Bye... Blondi. I'm leaving in my room." Takemitchy looked at me confused and nodded understandingly... he understands nothing...

My group is full of depressives. Emma my stepsister is anorexic. Takeomi smokes all day with Ken-chin. Kakucho drinks. Izana cries a lot by himself and overplays with a lot of happiness and craziness.

And then I come... I drink, I cut myself, I smoke and I have insomnia...

What am I doing right now? I cry, I get drunk and I realize that I can't get drunk... great shit. I just take a razor blade that says 'just do it'. One cut after the other. I just want to end my life! But I promised Izana... I can't kill myself... before my 25th birthday.

After a while of crying and drinking, I bandaged my arms and made myself a coffee. I forgot how disgusting the aftertaste of alcohol is.

There was a knock at my door.... "Who is it?!" I shout, because I am still in the other room. "Chifuyu." I hear it faintly. "Please let me in. I want to talk to you..."

I open the door and let him in.

"Coffee?" I ask curtly. "I'd love to. Something smells strongly of alcohol... Mikey!"

"What is it! Is there dirt around here somewhere?!" I hate it when it's dirty.

"No. Your arms... the death of Shinichiro, destroys you more than I thought... I'm... sorry..." he said the last sadly.

"Doesn't matter now."

"Do you want me to fix your arms?"

"Can you even do that?" i ask him suspiciously.

"Yes, I can. I actually learned it to help Takemichi when he's injured. But it's the least I can do for you right now. So, may I?" So he can be nice to me for once....

I nodded hesitantly and he started to 'fix' me up.

"Do you love Takemitchy?" I ask suddenly.

He looks up from my wounds to my face. He started to smile nicely and I did the same.

"Actually, yes. But... I always thought, that he and I were 'soulmates'.... ' but now I'm sure he's meant for someone else. What about you? Do you love him?" Who is this someone?!

"I guess... I've never fallen in love with anyone. And he's the first one with whom I would like to be with... damn! I feel like the biggest male slut there is in the world!" I tousled wildly, desperately through my hair.

"Why? What happened?" Chifuyu asks me in wonder.

"That's right... we haven't seen each other for a long time... So, I went clubbing when I was 14, got drunk and had a lot of sex with different girls. I feel so bad now... Even if I got together with Takemitchy... he deserved someone else and not a complete idiot like me!" I yell and start crying again. This is the best first day at boarding school that you can ever have!                ... not.

He has just finished with my wounds and is looking me right in the eye.

"Mikey. You're my childhood friend. I don't care what you did. And I think Takemichi deserves you for thinking differently than the other alphas. Which booth did you had sex with the most?"

I ponder for a moment. "Actually, I didn't really care what booth they were in. I had sex with Gammas, sometimes with Deltas and very often with betas. With Omegas I had three or four times, that's all." I say truthfully.

"You see. Any other Alpha would have said 'I've had sex with a lot of omegas,' or. 'I only banged omegas.' But you don't. You don't care what rank they are. That Takemichi is now an Omega is just a big coincidence." he says nicely, takes my hands in his hands and smiles friendly at me. I nodded and smiled back kindly.

We sat a bit more in my 'kitchen', drinking coffee and talking. When it was night's rest, we 'said goodbye' with a hug. I went to bed and try to sleep which I can't manage, but the will was there...

Tomorrow is the day... the first official day here...