our amazing leader<3 chan x reader

eating disorder

*third person POV*

Chan was in the kitchen cooking breakfast when you walked in. You walk up to him and put your arms around his waist, giving him a back hug. "morning baby" he says turning around and hugging you back. "You hungry?" He asks,about to dish the food. You didn't answer which worried chan,he looked around and saw you look a bit sad. "Hey what's wrong?" He asked. "Nothing..just not hungry" you said. "Y/n you didn't eat last night either and these past few weeks you've been barely eating anything. Please tell me what's wrong" he seemed visibly upset. 'this boy..' you thought before sighing. You took his hand and brought him to the livingroom where you both sat down. "So,what's wrong?" He asked. "C-channie" you started crying. Chan brought you into one of his big hugs. "Let it all out. When your done you can tell me,okay?" You shook your head and sat up straight. "It's just- you're an idol! You look perfect in every way and alot of people are inlove with you yet you're dating me..it just feels like I'm not good enough..not pretty enough. I keep seeing all of your other friends from girl groups and it just makes me feel insecure because they look amazing. So,I wanted to eat less so I could look pretty..I just don't want your fans to hate on you because you're with some fat pig who isn't even good looking. I'm sorry,channie I'm so sorry. I didn't do this to upset you I just-" before you could continue chan gave you another hug,this time you hugged back. A few seconds after the hug you heard soft sniffles. You looked back at chan and he was crying, probably more then you. "Channie,why are you crying?" You asked,wiping his tears. He took your hands off of his face and into his own. "Y/n,you look amazing. Your not fat or ugly and you definitely don't need to lose weight. I love you the way you are,you don't have to look like other girls, you're you and God do I love you. You mean everything to me and I hate seeing you starve yourself over nothing. You're beautiful okay,and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. If stay say anything I will personally deal with them, because no one talks about my love like that,not even you okay? You look great,my pretty baby" he said kissing your forehead. "thank you channie..and I'll try not to starve myself anymore. I love you so much" "I love you too y/n" he said. After that you decided to eat after all,this time without any guilt. Infact,you actually felt good.

Hope you enjoyed!
I don't know much about Ed but I do know how it feels to not like your body and wanting to loose weight so I really hope this somehow helped. I'll be updating this every once in a while tho