Abuse Is Not Love

Part 25

I put Marie in the car and got in as marcus was talking to his family saying his goodbyes

I looked down at my ring wondering why..why on earth would he proposed to me if his always telling me how much of a worthless piece of shit that will never be beautiful in his eyes

Which honestly thinking about it made me want to cry but I went against it and held my tears and pulled my self together

I started playing with it but I knew I couldn't take it off on our way out the restaurant Marcus whispered in my ear if I was to ever take it off or loose it that he would hurt me so bad I couldn't even recognize myself or he could just kill me to get it over with

But I knew he would never kill me that he would just hurt me really really bad to where I wish I was dead but that's it

I got snapped out my thought when the door opened and Marcus got in the car that happy joyful smile quickly drop as soon as he seen me like i just killed him mom right in front of him

Ugh this is going to be a long ride home
The car ride was pretty quiet for the most part but I was so confused like why...why would he even want to propose to me

Yn : Marcus ? I asked not really wanting to look at him in the eyes

Marcus : what ? He asked in a really angry tone

He sounded as if he was annoyed but I don't know why I didn't say anything to him all day

which made me what to think of I wanted to ask or not so I took a deep breath and continue to talk

Yn : "why" ...i took a pause "why did you propose I thought you didn't love " I chucked to myself "im sorry I meant even like me

He didn't say anything he just looked at me and chuckles like something was really funny continue to drive which really made me mad once we made it too the house

I quickly got out and grabbed my baby and went in the house and slammed the door I didn't mean to because I knew it would make him mad but I was just so angry .

When I was in the room I heard him coming towards that direction I knew it would be some shit I just took a deep breath to prepare .

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