thirty one

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Cora Bailey

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Cora Bailey

I have been crying and missing school for the past few days, avoiding to see Harry or I might set myself off again. I haven't been sleeping properly and its not good because I've been really tired. More tired than usual that is.

The night before graduation, Louis, Stan, Niall, Liam, Zayn and I went to Louis' and we found out that Louis and Stan are no longer virgins and I got pissed drunk because I needed a drink in my system and I felt fucking incredible when I was intoxicated.

Louis said that Harry hadn't been at school either, claiming he was sick and can't come in but I knew why but I didn't show up. I also didn't let slip that I was with Harry when I was drunk. Harry tried messaging me the day that we broke up and I couldn't reply to him, he'd think something.

I was caught up with Harry a lot, I didn't realise that I had missed out on so much that had happened over the past few months but I did miss Harry already and it had only been a few days.

We went around the circle, talking about the last person we had sex with and when it was my turn, I stuttered. "Evan," Niall answered for me which made them all ask so Niall explained that I had been hooking up with a boy called Evan and they all thought I was weird.

By the end of the night, I passed out next to Zayn whom was making sure I was drinking water so I'm not shitfaced tomorrow. It was Friday, there was no school for seniors today because of graduation and they had some helpers to set the place up.

We would meet there and go to the after party. Niall drove me home and I had a nap before he woke me up, I still had to get ready myself. I had a shower but didn't wet my hair, putting my hair in a half up half down and putting makeup on.

I then got into the dress my mom got me, feeling the nice material under my hands but it was tight around me, it's a small which is my size but I think I just ate to much at Louis'. By the time we were ready to go, there was about twenty minuets to it started.

Niall drive him and I, he was my "date" you could say. I hooked my arm around his, he was in jeans and a white button up with a few buttons missing just like Harry would do. We met up with everyone, Louis and Stan were publicly gay so no one gave them weird looks, Liam was with Maya who looked so good in a pink dress, Zayn was by himself along with Niall and I because I wouldn't count us as dates.

We found our seat with our congratulations scrolls and a schooling hat we could wear if we wanted too but I didn't. I saw Harry walk in, he was in jeans, a black button up with half of the buttons missing and black shoes.

I think he was looking at me, but if he was then I didn't see. The ceremony went on and when it was my turn to get up on stage, I meet eyes with Harry in the audience. I couldn't look for long but I could tell he was looking at me.

I felt sick up there, everyone watching me. When it was over, I went out the hall where Harry was sitting on the floor, leaning on some lockers, twisting the rings on his fingers. "Harry?" I say, awfully quiet. He looked at me though, up and down, smiling.

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