Once the boys get back stage Hinata immediately breaks down and cries the three boys rushing to his side to calm him down.
"WHY? Why is every damn question about love? Why does everyone lead back to Kageyama!" Hinata cries out.
"Shokun calm down" Atsumu says while hugging him.
"I can't tsumu! Because when being asked all those questions Kageyama was running through my mind... why do I miss him so much?" Hinata asks
"Shoyo...." Bokuto says softly.
"Bo...." Hinata cries out and throws himself into his arms.
Bokuto and hinata have a very confusing relationship some people would say they like each other or maybe even love each other but some would just say they are each other's comfort. They found peace within one another.... The other two boys sit back and just watch the scene unfold
"Shh shhh shh" Bokuto says rocking the smaller male back and forth.
"Bo" Hinata cries out again.
"Yes shoyo?" Bokuto says.
"I wanna go home... can we go home?" Hinata asks
"Yeah of course we can sho... come on put your mask on and pull your hoodie up... so no one sees" Sakusas says to hinata.
"Thanks omi San ... thanks to all of you... you're always here to lift me up and make me feel better. I'm sorry I'm like this" hinata says
"Shoyo... we're you're friends you don't have to thank us this is what friends do..." Atsumu says
The boys all pull their hoods over their heads and put on their masks. Bokuto grabs onto Hinata hand and slides it into his hoodie pocket hiding it from any one who could be snapping pictures of them. They wouldn't want any unnecessary false information to be spread about them. Bokuto and hinata walk out in front of the other two who quietly trail behind them. Once the boys get out of the broadcasting station they walk to the van. Bokuto opens the door allowing sakusa and Atsumu to get in first. After that Bokuto let's Hinata get in and finally gets in himself.
"Ready to go boy?" The boys manger asks
"Yes please take us straight home" Bokuto says
"Oh no.... Is shoyo having another bad day?" The manager asks.
"Yeah..." sakusa replies.
"I'm just tired..." Hinata says
"Shoyo...it's only 9:00" the manger says.
"Yeah so... I did a lot today... can't we just go home?" Hinata says while feeling upset.
"Yeah we'll be there in an hour... you can rest your head" the manger says.
Hinata obliges to this and immediately lays his head onto Bokutos shoulder. Bokuto sighs and leans his head onto Shoyos and after a few minutes he hears the soft snores flow from his mouth.
"Haaa..." bokuto breathes out in frustration.
"What's wrong Kotaro?" The manager asks
"I just feel so bad for the kid" Bokuto says
"Yeah we all do... he went through quite a bit..." sakusa says
"Shokun deserves better then this. He shouldn't feel this way" Atsumu says.
"What are you guys talking about?" The Manager asks
"Shokun has very low self esteem im sure you've seen that.... He never feels like he's good enough." Atsumu says.
"I don't see why not shoyo is awesome at everything he does" the Manager says
"Exactly and that's what so frustrating" Bokuto says and caresses Hinata face.
"Ko if you aren't careful you'll end up fallin" Atsumu says
"It's not like that" Bokuto replies
"Is it really not? We've seen how you treat him Bokuto" sakusa says
"I'm still in love with Akaashi...." Bokuto says
" ya can love two people" Atsumu says
Atsumu knows this because he's been in this situation before. Atsumu fell in love with his captain during highschool. Kita Shinsuke. It was love at first sight. Atsumu had admired him and his drive... he admired the way that Kita has carried himself. Making him only fall deeper for him as he seen the softer side of Kita. Kita had always took care of Atsumu and maybe that's why his simple crush had stuck around for so long.... Being in love with Kita had its down falls tho... he could never be with Kita... Kita was in love with someone else... no one that Atsumu had known so he held on to hope. But by doing so... Atsumu never got to confess to the boy who sits next to him... he fears that if Bokuto doesn't let go of his first love he may not get his happy ending with shoyo... the only way Bokuto could ever get his first love back is if they could click rewind like the question they were asked earlier. But that's just impossible.
"Atsumu... leave Ko alone... if he says he doesn't love him then he doesn't we shouldn't push" sakusa says
"Tch I just know what it feels like to not be able to confesses because you let another love get in the way of new possibilities" Atsumu says
Little did Atsumu know... Sakusas had went through something very similar. Sakusa had feel in love with Ushijima during junior high at a match. He had tried his hardest to get Ushijima attention but always failed. Ushijima being someone who was dense... too dense to realize sakusa very obvious hints and even his confession.... Sakusa didn't give up tho. He fought for his crush just like Atsumu tried. But sakusa then met the boy next to him. Falling in love with him as well. But being to scared to confess in fear that he might get a chance with the boy he has feel for before. Oh how sakusa wishes he could hit rewind and confess to Atsumu.
"Ugh." Bokuto groans.
"Quit thinking too much or you're heads gonna pop off" the boys manger says
" I'm trying but my brain won't turn off" Bokuto says and sighs.
Bokuto was already confused enough without the other two boys suggesting stuff. Did he really love shoyo? Shoyo was his disciple his best friend... he found himself feeling at peace when he was with shoyo but was that love? Did he want to be in an actual committed relationship with the smaller male... bokuto couldn't even answer that question,

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Rewind || haikyuu fan fiction || MSBY
FanfictionThe four boys all have something in the past that they regret... either not saying or saying or even secretes they should've told but never did... would they go back and do it all over again if given the chance... even if It means something bad happ...