An apology for racist writing

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Hello, I have been seeing notifications on my email for reply's to my smut story. I never thought much of it since it's been a few years since I even dared to write smut. I had some feelings about it, like embarrassment and fear that anyone would find it. But when I realized that I had actually wrote the n word into my story I was like "what the fuck?" Because I fucking knew better and I did it anyway because I deemed it "realistic" to the character. Owen is already a real person and I didn't need to include his racism.

I understand that I probably made a lot of you uncomfortable, or I created a space to foster racism. Fucked up.

I also said the phrase "dirty Mexican" to make a joke about owen in the story. That's fucking gross I'm sorry. It's something I'm glad I get to reflect on now because I completely forgot I was ever this confidently racist. Now I can take a step back and be like, "why did you think that was okay."

Very sorry for influencing others and making anyone uncomfortable. I'm grown now and have learned a lot. I have a beautiful relationship with a girl who is Hispanic, I appreciate her family and their values. I've seen her be hurt by words similar to the ones I wrote here. She's has taught me much that I should have learned by myself.

Thank you guys and pls do not carry on any of the racism you saw in this ass book. I have erased the racist writing from those stories.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 12, 2022 ⏰

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